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Why are things getting this complicated? Everything was fine, I loved Taemin, he didn’t know I existed so I admired him at ease secretly, and Minho was my best friend forever. Why should that Kai make everything look so suspicious? But, what if he was right? Especially when it comes to me? Am I really switching to Onew now? Somehow he has a point, my heart is way too comfortable around Taemin than it should be if I had a thing for him. But one thing that I’m sure of is that Minho doesn’t feel that way toward me, the boys can’t understand that because they don’t know the depth of our relationship, yes, that’s it, they can’t understand.

I didn’t pay attention to where I was going until I was there. The dance practice room. Maybe that is what I need now to exorcise all the tension from these two days, dancing. At any case, I don’t have any more classes today, and I had to wait for Taemin and Onew.

Actually, no one knows of this secret hobby of mine. Since I started watching Taemin dance, I had this habit of learning his moves by heart as I stood behind the window, then I danced at home. At first, I sucked, I was too slow, and felt that it wasn’t done for me. But it made me sweat, and move from my desk or bed, so I took it as an opportunity to lose a little bit of weight, now my dancing skills got better, and I’m feeling more at ease with my body, it became my stress releasing therapy.

To my happiness the room was open and I even found someone’s iPod still plugged in. All I had to do is switch it on and play a song. I put my bag down on the floor then pressed the play button and a sweet melody invaded the room. I never heard it before, but it was totally heart whelming. Before I could decide it, my body was already moving, one move from here another from there and all my worries were gone with each drip of sweat that formed on my body. I wasn’t in the dancing practice room anymore, I wasn’t in college, I didn’t get a strange letter, I wasn’t in love, I wasn’t ____ neither was I Pinky Cherry, I was a melody floating in the air. The song ended and another one played, I don’t know how much time it continued this way until someone stopped the music, making me stop in the middle of what I was doing, and to my biggest surprise it was Kai, and he was clapping.

“Ouah! So you know how to dance!”

I felt my cheeks burn, since when he was watching?

“I’m impressed! Maybe we should try something together? I’m bored of training all by myself. Usually I did it with Taemin but you know that now he has his band.” He said since I wasn’t opening my mouth. So he dances too.
“You know, I’m not that much of a dance machine, I only do it to release stress. I can’t promise you anything!” I answered while collecting my bag. I was leaving the room when he grabbed my arm.
“Hey, I’m serious here, you really have talent! Please say yes and we'll make great partners, Deh?”

I looked at him from the corner of my eyes biting my bottom lips, letting his request linger a bit in my mind.

“I’ll think about it, now can you let go of me? And please, don’t tell anyone you saw me dancing, that’s my little secret.”

He nodded, a little smile growing on his face and I walked out of the room. Should I consider his request? It may be fun. At any case, I’m always staying at school later than I should to wait for the boys. We’ll see about that.

I was all sweaty and my hair was sticking to my face. I was in need of a good shower and changing clothes, there was no way I would wait for Onew and Taemin two hours or more, so I took out my phone and sent a text to Onew, saying that I’ll head home first. Not long after, Onew sent me an answer asking me to wait just a little bit more, he only had class for one more half an hour and Taemin should be in the dancing practice room by now, which means in half an hour will be leaving. I sighed then answered that I’ll be waiting. I knew he won’t let me go.

Not knowing what to do with myself I walked back to the practice room. Kai was already gone, and Taemin was in there instead. He was already dancing and I was glancing at him from the door. I didn’t stand there long before Taemin caught a glimpse of me and I started to heat. What should I tell him now? He didn’t stop the music, but made me a sign to come in with a big smile while dancing. I didn’t wait for him to plead me and just stepped inside. I sat in a corner and watched him. His passion toward what he was doing was wide clear in each one of his steps.

Seconds later, I saw him looking at my reflexion at the big mirror in front of us. Then came a wink, a mischievellous smile followed by a sexy move. And I just melted in my place. Was he trying to give me a heart attack? And he decided to start a conversation.

“I thought you got over this habit of yours by now!” he said, that smile still plastered on his face, while I looked at him with a confused look.
“What are you talking about?”
“You, watching me dance from the other side of the window. Don’t tell me that it is possible that I wouldn’t have noticed you when you were there each single time?”

Oh My God! So he knew for this whole time, but pretended he didn’t. What should I do with myself now? At that right moment I wished that earth opened wide and swallowed me at once.

He knew!

I kept looking at him in shock, my cheeks getting redder and redder with each passing second.

“Don’t be like that, I’m not taking it bad, I know my dancing is awesome” he laughed happily, not feeling burdened the least. “And to your full happiness, now you can watch me live without barriers whenever you want, I’m glad that I already have a fan” and then he gave me another wink. So he was to my relief seeing me as a fan. As the feeling of relief climbed to me, I finally found my voice back.
“Then you’ll be seeing me quiet often here, don’t regret letting me in the first day” I smiled at him and he smiled back to me in the mirror while still moving to the music.

I kept watching him for a while then my eyelids started to get heavy, I resisted but ended up faster than I thought drifting up to sleep…

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“Shut up Taemin you will wake her up!” I heard Onew whisper.
“Mian, here, I’m not talking again!” this time it was Taemin whispering.

I shifted in my place before I lazily opened my eyes. I was in the back of Onew’s car.

“How did I get here?” I asked half asleep.
“See, I told you’ll wake her up!” That was an angry Onew.
“Hyuuuuung, stop it already! She had to wake up at any case. Had enough beauty sleep Pinky Cherry?”
“Yes, I don’t know how I fell asleep.” I answered.
“You were obviously tired, I could tell just from the look of you, so I didn’t want to wake you up, and I brought you to the car.” Onew explained looking at me from the car mirror. So it was him. Feeling his eyes on me, I flushed once more. This was becoming a true habit of mine. “And we are here, we’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Gamsa amnida oppa, chaiga Taeminie!”

I was closing the door when I saw Taemin looking at me from the window in shock, and I could read on his lips the word oppa. Yes I shocked myself too. I laughed then went inside. Rae Ri wasn’t here yet, so I went directly to get a shower before preparing dinner. The poor girl, I must have terrorized her to bones yesterday, and I should apologize. I finished what I wanted to do quiet fast then attacked my assignment. I hadn’t much to do, but it was better to get it done first. I didn’t spend more than an hour on it, and the moment I put my pen down, Rae Ri was back.

“I’m home!”

I stood up and went to see her.

“You seem better today!” she said as she saw me stepping out of my room. “You terrified me yesterday! If it wasn’t for Minho I don’t know what I would have done!”

I smiled genuinely at her.

“I don’t know what I would have done without both of you either.”

She hugged me tight. “I’m glad you are fine.”

I hugged her back, and then we parted each one leaving to her room.

I wasn’t hungry yet and I didn’t know what to do with my free night, so I opened my laptop and started browsing the internet looking at pictures of my bias, their comeback was quiet a thing. I got bored in no time so I switched it off and laid on my bed my arm on my closed eyes, letting thoughts guide me.

In this entire ruckus, I missed my dad. Since that incident, he and I weren’t the same anymore. He was extremely cold toward me, and I always wondered if he actually started to hate me … To be sincere, I won’t blame him. All that remained from our relationship was his obligation to make me live the best he can, and since money wasn’t a problem when he was CEO of his own company, I never had to call to ask for money, there was always more than enough in my account, and if I wanted to talk to him, his secretary would answer instead. Yes that’s all what remained from our so deep daughter-father relationship … Money.

One tear escaped my eye and rolled all over my face, then another one, and soon, I was crying my heart out, this time silently. Why did it have to happen to me… I was so young… I didn’t do it on purpose…

Hey nana hey nana Hey nana hey nana …

My phone was ringing, bringing me back to earth. I swept away my tearsthen started ravaging in my bag looking for the phone. I found it right before it stopped ringing.

“Yobosseo”
“Cherry! How are you doing?”
“Hyo Joon-ah! I’m fine, how about you?”
“Kind of… I was feeling bored, so I called.”
“Ah! You did great! I was getting bored too!”
“What were you doing?”
“Thinking, and you?”
“Me too … Should I forget about Minho?”
“Why are you saying that?! You didn’t even try to get to him!”
“Well… I don’t know. How about you help me with it?”
“I’ll do it gladly! I’ll try to talk to him; maybe he’ll open up to me about everything”
“I’m not sure about it, but you are my last hope.”
“I’ll try my best. Anyway, if it doesn’t work with him, I still think of someone for you!”
“This fast? Who’s that?”
“Kai!”
“What? Nooooooo! He is a playboy! You know I’m not that into playboys!”
“Yes true! Me neither”
“I’ll hang up now, good night sweetheart!”
“Good night sweety”.

And here is another problem to solve, how to get Hyo Joon and Minho together?

They would make a cute couple, but something inside me isn’t that much at ease about it. Am I being possessive over Minho? Let’s stop thinking too much, this was another long day, I need to eat then sleep or my thought will keep getting weird. In half an hour I was warm in my bed, and I fell asleep way too fast.

And strangely that night, I dreamt of my mother, my sweet, loving and caring mother, but the fair dream ended up as a nightmare with flame smell and ashes everywhere.

Notes

So yeah! You dance too haha ! I don't know why, but I just felt like doing it xD
Well here's your second update ;)