The way which the wind blows

Your POV
I never realized how bitter Sehun could be. He hasn’t contacted me ever since that horrible day. Luhan hasn’t contacted me either; I guess Sehun told their manager about his phone. The days go by slowly and painfully as I remember that Sehun and I broke up. I thought- I thought our relationship was different. I thought it was a strong relationship. I didn’t think it would end over something so stupid. Wait a minute, it wasn’t stupid. This proves that we don’t trust each other. Maybe this was all meant to be. I miss him so much though. He was so much to me. My first boyfriend, my first love.

The year moves on as quickly as the wind. I pass my end of year exams easily. There were no distractions what so ever. Not Sehun, not Luhan, not Exo. In a year though, Exo has been extremely successful. They’ve released both songs History and Mama and they’ve topped the charts and stayed there for ages. I sometimes see photographs of the in magazines, I see how happy Sehun looks and it makes me feel hollow inside. I remember when that smile used to be mine.

My mum was shocked when I told her Sehun and I broke up. She said something like “That boy was so nice though. So handsome too…” but when she saw the tears running down my face as she spoke, she knew that I was serious. I never knew how good she was at comforting people in need. I felt so weak, like a little break up was enough to break me. I was so immature to think it would last. I don’t know when I’ll be ready for another relationship; maybe I won’t be anytime soon. I just hope that the next time, I’m better at keeping the relationship going. I wish Sehun happiness for the future, I wish Exo all the best and I hope I can move on soon.

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