jiyoo's POV
i woke up to see a huge stitch on my stomach uggh it look so gross i thought, i tried to sit up but my stitch aced and hurted "ouch" i said and held my stomach, i whimperd and peeked at my belly, wow the scar's a bit huge, something heavy was lying on my clothes and its wet, i look down to see yoora asleep on my lap sorta drooling "EWW WTF" i screamed and moved her head to the bed, ew ew ew. i thought i climbed out of my bed luckliy they were no needles applied to my hand or any other part of my body. ouchh i held my stomach once more but made it to stand i moved yoora to the couch and went to find luhan. "nurse where is luhan's room?" i asked with my weak voice. the nurse looked at me from top to bottom and got a shocked expression she dropped her things on the ground and went over to me and quickly put my arm on her shoulder "miss jiyoo! what are you doing out here?! you are not stable yet!" she screamed "wh-what-what the no!" i let go of my hand from her "but mis-" "NO, i want to see luhan now" i said i started tearing up because of how scared i felt, what if he's dead? because of me? it cant happend! she nodded her head and brought me to his room "but please dont disturb him he is still in a bad condition and he went into a coma last night " "A COMA?!" i screamed again. as soon as she left us i went to him and bent down. no no no, he cant be in a coma! because of me! it should be me who is in a coma not him! no no no please god. "luhan?" i asked i sat down and shook his shoulder "LUHAN, do you hear me?! please wake up" i shook his shoulders harder. but he didnt move. i layed my head knowing its hopeless
"luhan!!! please wake up.." i said
tears were pouring out of my eyes
each tears were filled with regret
why didnt i told him that i loved him back?!
even if he died he would be happy!
this is all my fault
i hugged him tighter hoping it would help
but i know it wont
i continue sobbing, harder and harder. feeling a thousand swords of guilt stabbing me in my heart

please just, wake up..

Notes

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i wanted to make this chapter real dramatic hope you guys like it~