~I Can't Love Him~

~Author's POV~

*Three Years Later*

During the past years, you and Mark barely saw each other because of the busy schedules. However you two still kept i contact. Talking before sleeping. Texting in the waiting areas, or at the salons, etc.

Mark always made you feel as if you could never have a better life without him. He was always cheering for you during concerts. He would even watch you on TV. Same goes for you. You always watched him and cheered for him. Always keeping up with each other.

Today you both had a free day. You both decided to hang out together so you both planned to go hang out back at Mark's house. Just the two of you. Even though Got7 was always annoying Mark to let them go too. However Mark would always refuse.

He only wanted to hang the day with you and you only. No one else, but just the two of you. Even Mark's parents weren't home because they left for a business trip to China.

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"Gomawo oppa." You beamed while getting out of the car.

"I'll come to pick you up at 9 sharp. We have another busy schedule tomorrow too." Your manager said while going through his phone.

"Araseyo. I'll remember." You said before closing the door. You quickly ran into Mark's front yard, knocking on his door like crazy.

Mark groaned and got annoyed so he quickly went and slammed open the door to you quickly coming in and closing the door locking it.

"Ya, what took you so long?" You spat. While Mark just shrugged.

"I was tired." Mark simply said.

"Then should I just leave?" You said pointed your thumb behind you. However Mark quickly shook his head, taking your hand and pulling you to the couch. While you were just laughing at his cute reaction when you said that.

***

You guys have been watching movies, playing around, and cooking together the past 5 hours. And it was only 6 almost 7 now.

Mark was moving a lot because he had a question he wanted to ask you however he didn't know if he should have asked or not. On the other hand, you started getting uncomfortable for Mark moving so much. Since you were laying on his chest.

You sat up and looked at him with your eyebrows knitted together.

"Is something bothering you?" You asked while crossing your legs together looking at Mark. Mark slowly sat up and nodded. "Then tell me what's bothering you." You spoke softly while your hand went on top of Mark's. Mark took a deep breathe before talking.

"I-I was wanting to ask, why do you have a step father?" Mark spoke softly however you could still hear him.

"Because when my omma was younger, she got pregnant with me. With her boyfriend which been using her for her money. Um... my biological appa was a gambler back in the past and he still was. He was a very scary guy. I don't know if he ever abused my omma but I don't think he did. Since he was keeping her by his side to use her money. I heard that he got kicked out of his house long time ago. That's why my omma left. Because if he couldn't take care of himself, then he couldn't take care of my omma and I." You said while thinking everything.

"After my omma left her boyfriend that time. He became a mess. He even had many debts to pay. Because of my omma leaving like that, he decided to take revenge. For some reason be blames everything on my omma. After he found out that omma passed. And I was born. He started to come after me."

"For my step father. He was married once before he married my omma. Um...he divorced her wife because she couldn't give birth. Which lead to soon my omma and him falling in love. Omma agreed since he said that he loved her and that he could take care of her. My step father's ex-wife was the one who adopted Bomi. However after the marriage my step father still kept in touch with his ex-wife and her new husband. I know that, because my step-father's ex-wife used to babysit us when I was younger. And when Bomi was finally born."

"I forgot who my omma was because one day when I was with my omma and we were coming back from grocery shopping. We got involved in a car accident. I went into a coma for 1 year. Damage to my brain, I had amnesia. So I forgot everything about my omma. Who she was, how she looked like, everything. Appa even hid everything from me. All her pictures, accessories, clothes, just everything. During our lost, appa worked ten times harder just to make a living for me and Bomi. He barely got to sleep at most nights."

"We moved one day to Jeju, to live with my gomo and samchon (aunt and uncle). When we grew up, well more like when I was 5 years old and Bomi was 3 years old. We moved back to our old place. That's the time when we lost Bomi and it became hard for my appa and me. Everything was just so hard. I really hated my one and only sister to go missing. Because of her disappearance, we were always depressed. Appa and I. One day appa got into a car accident and hit his head really hard. Which led him to a person to act like a 5 year old. That time I was already 16 years old." Tears started to escape as you reminisced everything in your past.

"I thought of giving up everything. However then when I was still in the hospital, this guy came up to me and comfort me. Crazy right? I even let that stranger comfort me. He actually did make me feel better. And he even stayed with me until I knew the results of appa. If I got a chance to meet him again. I would want to thank him for all the supporting words that he said to me to make me feel stronger." You smiled while wiping away your tears. Mark just smiles and pulls you into his embrace.

"Well, you should say thanks." Mark smiled brightly showing his pearly whites. You just laugh at him.

"I know, but I don't even remember how he looks like. I was crying too much. So my vision was all blurry." You pouted. However Mark just laughed.

"Babe, that was me." Mark chuckled. Your eyes widen. You then sat up staring at Mark.

"Bwoh?" You asked shocked. Mark just chuckles and nods his head.

"I went to the hospital that day because Junior tried skateboarding and ended up spraining his ankle. I got bored waiting for him, so I just randomly started to wonder off. I went near the emergency room and spotted a girl balling her eyes out. I felt hurt just seeing a girl cry and no one comforting her. So I went and comforted her. Wae? Like the way I stayed by your side?" Mark teased you. However you just laughed.

"Well..." You hugged Mark, wrapping your arms around Mark's neck. Leaning your chest on his. "Thank you love. For everything." You quickly pecked Mark's lips.

"Welcome angel." Mark also pecked your lips.

"Maybe we were fated together. We met before, which was by accident. We met again when we started going to school together, which was just a little mistake. I think. And then here we are. I moved into your house. Which was fate." You smiled sweetly at Mark.

"We were fated to be together. Even though there would be barriers and obstacles that try to block our way in loving each other. We always past them. Together, standing side by side." Mark leaned down his forehead onto yours. Closing his eyes.

"I really happy that we got back together. Even though we're not a perfect couple. We have our ups and downs which makes us imperfect. However, imperfect is perfect. And we are imperfect, which makes us perfect." You giggled while snuggling close to Mark.

Soon both your lips were pressing onto each other. Moving in a perfect sync.

"Wo An Ni, my precious Bora." Mark mumbled between the kiss.

"Saranghae, my handsome Mark." You mumbled between the kiss.

Notes

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