~I Can't Love Him~

~Author's POV~
Today Sistar was at Inkigayo today. Many famous people were there today.

You and Dasom were roaming around the building greeting other idols.

"Annyeonghaseyo.~" Both you and Dasom sang as you greeted G-Dragon sunbae and Taeyang sunbae.

"Anyeonghaseyo." They both said in a unison. You then walked off while talking to Dasom.

"I'm so excited yet nervous unnie." Dasom beamed as she tugged on your arm.

"Araseyo, araseyo. No need to tug on my arm." You chuckled. Little did you know, Got7 were walking before you guys. However coming towards you.

Slowly you looked away from the over excited with a pinch of nervous Dasom and froze. Stopping in your tracks, Dasom also stopped.

"Unnie, gwaenchana?" Dasom looked at you then towards the direction you were looking at. "Oh, it's Got7." Dasom spoke softly.

"L-Let's go Dasom-ah." You looked away quickly before they spotted you and turned around.

"Ya, Bora unnie it's the other way!" Dasom shouted when you were speed walking the wrong direction. All of Got7 shot their heads up after hearing your name. "Bora! Ya! Yoon Bora!" Dasom shouted after you before quickly running after yanking your arm so you'll stop.

"Why did you stop me?" You whispered. Dasom just looks at you confused.

"Unnie, it's the other way." Dasom said while furrowing her eyebrows.

"Sistar your on next so please get ready!" The speakers said. Dasom's eyes widen.

"Unnie that's us! Balliwa!" Dasom grabbed your wrist and started pulling towards Got7's direction. Everyone stared at you wide eyes. "Balliwa unnie before we're late and get yelled at!" Dasom shouted.

You then just started running too. Each step made you closer to Mark. Your heart beat pacing at a fast beat. You gulped down your saliva.

Soon you past Mark, just keep facing forward. While Mark's gaze followed you.

***

~Mark's POV~
Hearing her name again. Seeing her again. My heart ached once again. I watched as she ran right towards me.

*Bora. It's really you.*

I really wanted to just pull her and embrace her in my arms. However then she ran right past me. She never turned her head once to look back at me, while I was staring at her leaving figure the whole time.

*Bora.*

"Hyung, gwaenchana?" BamBam asked worriedly while I still standing in the same position staring where Bora used to be. "Hyung!" BamBam shouted making me snap my head towards him.

"Huh? Yeah I'm ok." I then started walking away. Back to the dressing room.

*Why did I have to see you again? When I was already forgetting you. Now your back and gets getting harder once again to let you go. Why Bora? Why?*
~End of Mark's POV~

***

After dancing on stage you and the girls went back to your original dressing room. Right when you got off, your mind just went blank except for thing that stayed. Mark.

Your heart ached so badly to see him again. You just wanted to run up to him and embrace. Feeling safe and warm in his arms again.

*Mark, it's really you again. It's really you. Neomu bogoshipo.*

"Unnie!" You snapped out of your thoughts as you heard Dasom shout at you. "What's wrong with you? Gwaenchana?" Dasom said staring right at your worried.

"Yeah. You guys go back first. I want to get some fresh air." You smiled and then walked away from them.

***

You walked onto the balcony while staring at the floor. However then you slowly looked up and your eyes widen.

*Mark.*

You stood at your spot, staring at his broad back. You watched as he heaved a sigh then slowly turn around. To his eyes widening once his eyes landed on you.

*Bora.*

You both just stood there staring back at each other. You could feel the awkward atmosphere.

"What are you doing here?" Mark said coldly. Your heart ached hearing his cold voice, you missed his voice. You bit back your tears. All you just wanted to do was run right into his arms. But then that would be the wrong decision to do.

"I just came here for some fresh air." You said softly. Mark's heart melted hearing your sweet voice once again.

Mark was going to say something since he opened his mouth, however nothing came out. So he just closed his mouth. There was silence again.

"Wha-" You were cut off.

"Why did you come back?" Mark asked while staring at the floor.

"Huh? Mwuh rah goo?" You asked in disbelief.

"You heard me. I asked why did you come back." Mark said in a low dark voice. Your gulped down your remaining saliva.

"I became a idol. I'm in the group Sis-" Again, Mark cut you off.

"I don't care if you became a idol. I asked why'd you come back." Mark snapped. Your eyes widen. You know that of course Mark would hate you for leaving him. But you didn't think he would become so rude and cold.

"I came back because I wanted too. If it's a problem for you then deal with it." You spat. Mark just scoffs.

"Alright then. Leave. Like you did last time." Mark snapped again. Right there your heart felt as if it have just been pulled out and stepped on.

"Fine then. I will." You slowly turned around. When you were fully turned, a tear escaped. "I miss the old you." You said in a soft voice. Hoping that Mark didn't hear it.

However since it was just you two, of course Mark heard it. His heart broke after hearing you say that. Right when you went inside the building. Mark took one step however stopped himself. A small tear escaped his eyes.

"Bora." He breathe out.

***

You came back into the dressing room with red eyes.

"Bora! Gwaenchana!?" Soyou who spotted you first freaked out when she saw your eyes. Quickly all three of them ran over to you

"Unnie, waeyo?" Dasom asked worried.

"Girls, can you guys give me and Bora some space?" Hyorin asked while staring at you very concerned. They both nod and went out. "Bora." Hyorin hugged you right after the door closed. You cried onto Hyorin's shoulder.

"Tell me what happened." Hyorin said in a soft voice.

"I-I saw him again." You said between your tears.

"Nugu?" Hyorin asked confused.

"M-Mark." You breathe out. Hyorin's eyes widen.

"You did!? He here!" Hyorin said while staring you with wide eyes. You just nod your head and wipe away your tears. "W-What happened then? W-Why are you crying?" Hyorin then asked again.

"W-When I left. I went up to the balcony. I met Mark up there. We talked a few. However he changed. He became all cold and mean towards me. H-He told me leave. Like I did last time." You cried again. Hyorin quickly hugged you once again, tightly.

"How can he just say that when he doesn't even know a damn thing. Bora, you should have told him!" Hyorin raised her voice. You quickly shake your head.

"I-It's alright. He doesn't even care about me anymore. He's over me now." You quietly spoke. Hyorin just sighs and hugs you tighter.

***

After balling your eyes, you quickly cleaned yourself up. You now then looked more presentable.

Everyone was suppose to go back on stage to announce the winner.

***

You guys stood in the front as Got7 stood diagonally behind you guys. Mark's eyes soon went right onto your figure. You smiled and laughed. However they were fake. Mark could even tell that they were fake.

*Bora, mianhae. I-I shouldn't have been that mean on you.*

Soon the results went to Got7 and Sistar. Both groups stood in the front. You looked over and made eye contact with Mark right away. However, you quickly then looked away and smiled to the fans. Waving at them, smiling at them.

"Oh, looks like Sistar is in the lead. Oh no, there goes Got7." One of the MCs said dramatically.

"Whoa!" Another MC said when the results came to and end.

"The winner of Inkigayo today is Got7!" The Mcs said the group name together. You all just smiled and bowed to each other.

"Congrats!" Dasom beamed towards Got7 as we were passing them.

"Good job guys!!!" Soyou sang happily.

"Jjang!" Hyorin high-five Junior. Now it was you. You just smiled brightly towards them.

"You guys did great! Congrats!" You smiled and shook their hands. However then Junior and Jackson were the ones you hugged. They both whispered to you, 'Thanks' and 'Bogoshipo'.

***

While were waiting for the others to get ready and another member to get back from the restroom. You sat on the couch by yourself, while playing on your phones. Listening to music.

You didn't hear laughs and voices coming your way. However then you freaked out when someone just jumped and sat next to you.

"Ah!" You yelled and then looked at the intruder to see a innocent Junior smiling innocently at you. "Ya! Nollatjana!" You shouted while pushing him away form you.

"Ey~ Who told you to put your music on so loud then!?" Junior crossed his arms acting like a diva. Which you laughed out seeing him act like that.

"Total diva." You jokingly spat. Junior just playfully glares at you.

"Am not!" Junior pouts cutely.

"Totally going to tell Bomi that your diva." You giggled while going back to your phone.

"Your back in contact with Bomi!?" Junior asked happily. You just nodded your head.

"Mm. On my birthday Bomi was my surprise present that Hyorin gave me. Which means Bomi's mine.~" You sang while smiling brightly at Junior.

"Awe! That's good. Because she had a mental breakdown after you left." Junior said softly. You then soften.

"Well, I'm back for good. Never, am I going back." You hanged your head as you thought of him again.

"That's good then." Jackson who just randomly sat on the other side of you spoke. You just looked at him shocked. "Scared ya?" Jackson winked.

"Stop bluffing." You laughed.

"So~ Your going to stay forever right?" Jackson asked while linking arms with you. You just chuckle and nod your head.

"You guys already know what happened. So why are you guys asking again if I'm staying or not." You smiled while shaking your head.

"Just wanted it to be true. Feels like a dream to see you again after I don't know 2-3 years or something like that." Junior said while playing around with your phone. You just nodded your head.

"Well, I'm glad I got away from him." You spoke softly.

*From who?* Mark spoke in his head as he was listening on your conversation with the two members.

"That's good. If only we knew you could have gotten away long ago. Why did you stay?" Jackson asked. You just shrug.

"Because I didn't have the courage too. I was too scared. However then just one day I had the courage after finding my favorite bracelet." You smiled.

"What bracelet?" Junior asked curious of how a bracelet could give you courage.

"This one." You raised up your hand with the couples bracelet on your wrist. Mark's eyes widen.

"Oh!" Junior jumped while pointing at the bracelet.

"Hey, that looks exactly like Mark hyung's." Jackson said while examining the bracelet. You chuckle.

"It does?" You joked. Junior just gave you a teasing smile.

"You kept it?" Junior questioned with a arched eyebrow. You nodded your head proudly.

"I had too. It was special to me. I wouldn't feel strong if I didn't have it with me. I-It gives me strength." You said smiling sadly at the bracelet.

"Well, that's good that you didn't throw it away or anything. Since that special someone bought just for you two.~" Junior sang. You just chuckle.

"Yup. Couldn't bare to throw it away when this was the only thing that made feel as if he was still with me." You smiled at the bracelet. Mark's heart fluttered hearing those words. A smile crept onto his face. Even right now Mark was wearing the bracelet.

"Hyung that bracelet looks like yours that your wearing on right now." Yugyeom whispered while staring at you and the other two. Mark just quietly chuckle.

*She kept it. S-She really kept it. That means she still loves me. She still loves me!*

Mark said happily in his thoughts. He was about to walk over to you however a door open catching everyone's attention.

"Bo-" Soyou was cut off to see Jackson and Junior sitting on wither side of you. You just sheepishly smile. "Um, we're going." Soyou said awkwardly. You just nodded and got out of the two who were basically squishing you.

"See ya dorks." You chuckled while yanking your phone out of Junior's hands when you finally notice.

"Took you long enough." Junior chuckled.

"Shut up." You playfully glared at him as you walked behind Soyou. "Annyeong!~" You sang while waving your hand walking.

"See ya noona!~" Jackson sang happily.

"Annyeong!~" Junior shouted. "So, what do you think hyung? Still wanting to forget her?" Junior asked Mark who was just standing there staring at your leaving figure. He just smiles.

"Guessing that's a no." Jackson chuckled. Mark then nodded and then turned to the two who were still sitting down.

"Now, looks like your hiding something from me about Bora." Mark asked crossing his arms. They both stood up, gulping down their saliva.

"Um...we don't." Jackson chuckled nervously.

"Nope, nothing." Junior said looking at Jackson then you. Mark could already tell that they were lying.

"Come on, tell me please." Mark pleaded, which made the two latters bite their lower lips nervously on whether to tell or not. They did promise you.

Notes

What's going to happen!? Is Junior and Jackson going to tell Mark why Bora (you) left!? Hope not since they promised her. But anyways I hoped you guys liked this chapter. Please comment and vote!!! Thanks loves!!!

(A/N: Imagine going on a date with this cutie!)