~I Can't Love Him~

~Your POV~
Everything felt like a dream come true to you. Mark being yours and you being his. It just felt magical. Even that kiss under the rain felt magical. His touch was even magical.

You just sat there, remembering everything that happened, every single word that came out of Mark's mouth.

"Bora, I...I don't know how to explain this...this much. But I...I like you. Actually to be exact I love you." Your eyes widen as your mouth gap opened a bit. "I started having feelings for you ever since you moved into my house. I think. However I also found when I was getting jealous of you being with that new kid. I had to admit I was even jealous that even my members were the reasons to your smile. I wanted to be the reason behind your beautiful smile. I wanted to be the reason to make you laugh. I want to be the person you need when you want to spill about anything you want to talk about. The person who will comfort you and lend a shoulder for you to cry on. That person who can have your kisses,hugs, and share romantic things together. I want to be that person who can always hold your hand and say 'I love you'. That one person you can trust and come to. I really want you to be mine and for me to be yours."

Smiling like a idiot to yourself, even remembering how his face expression was like.

'Ugh, can't believe that everything is happening right now. Mark is finally mine. And I didn't have to do anything. I feel like I can die of happiness right now!!!!'

You kept smiling bigger, biting your lower lip to not smile too big. Mark took a quick glance at you to notice how happy you were. He just smiled and intertwined his hands with yours.

Making you snap out of your thoughts, more like day dreaming. You looked at his hand holding yours and then slowly moved your gaze up to meet his eyes.

"How come your smiling so much?" Mark said with a gentle smile while turning his gaze back at the road.

"No reason." You chuckled while squeezing his hand a bit.

"Well, I hope it's because of me." Mark cooed. You just chuckle.

"I don't know. Maybe." You smiled and watched as Mark lifted up your hand to his lips. Feeling his soft warm lips on the back of your hand. You blushed like crazy.

"Hope so angel." Mark smiled brightly at you. You just chuckle and hold his hand tighter.

"So where are we going now?" You asked while holding Mark's hand between your hands.

"Where ever you want." Mark gently smiled.

"Mm, how about Namsan tower. Usually at this time it's beautiful and it feels nice." You smiled showing your pearly whites.

"Araseyo." Mark answers with his daze still on the road.

***Namsan Tower***

After when both of you reached the top of the tower. You both looked over to see the beautiful night view of Seoul. Words couldn't even explain how beautiful the view was.

The soft breeze washing against your skin. Waving your hair lightly with the wind. The moment felt so perfect.

While leaning against the rail, Mark slowly went behind and back hugged you. Wrapping his arms around your petite body. Making sure that your warm in his embrace.

"Warm?" Mark said before kissing the back of your head and resting his head on your shoulder. Enjoying the beautiful night view of Seoul.

"Mm. Really warm." You said while putting your arms on top of Mark's.

Today or tonight couldn't get any better. Going on a date with Mark, hearing his touching confession, and becoming his. It just felt like a dream come true and never going to vanish.

It was the best day that you ever had in your whole life.

You lay your head down against his chest, still in his warm embrace. Just keep enjoying the night view, not even caring if it's getting late. Not even caring about school that is tomorrow.

"So, should we go now?" Mark whispered.

"Um, yeah." You slowly stood up straight and turned around wrapping your arms around his neck. Seeing his bright angelic smile.

"Looks like you don't want to leave yet." Mark smiled and leaned closer. Closing the gap between you and him. Leaning his forehead on yours.

"Mm." You smiled and felt the tip of your noses touching. Mark just smiles and leans closer, making the gap smaller.

Feeling his soft warm lips brushing against yours. You slowly closed your eyes. Kissing him back. Both of you smiling between the kiss. Slowly the kiss became passionate.

Slowly Mark pulled away leaning his forehead against yours. Leaving you and him panting. Seeing the white smoke coming out of both of your mouths.

"Let's go." Mark said after catching his breathe. You just smile and nod your head. Mark slowly stands up straight and holds onto your hand. Making you walk hand in hand with him back down.

***At Home***

Mark quickly walked out first and ran to your side, to open the door for you. Once he opened your door, he took out his hand wanting to help you out. You just smile and gently slid your hand on top of his.

"Come on. My parents are probably sleeping by now." Mark said while closing the car door behind you.

"Probably since it's almost 12." You intertwined your hand with his. Walking towards the door. Mark unlocks the door and slowly opens the door.

The house was pitch black. Both of you slowly walked in, closing the door together quietly. Once you heard the click, knowing the door is closed and locked. The lights quickly switched on.

Making the both of you jump up startled and turned around to see Mrs. Tuan standing there crossing her arms on her chest.

"How come both of you are so close together and holding hands." Mrs. Tuan narrowed her eyes at the both of you. You and Mark quickly let go of hands and look away. You looking at the floor while playing with your fingers behind your back. Mark looking at his mom awkwardly smiling while rubbing the back of his neck.

"Um...ma I thought you were sleeping already." Mark said while walking closer to his mom. She just raises an eyebrow still in the same position.

"Nope. Because two of the people that live in this house. Hasn't come back from their little date." Mrs. Tuan smirked.

"Ma, it's...it's not like that." Mark quickly said. You just slowly started moving closer to the stairs.

"Stop right there Ms. Yoon." Mrs. Tuan said while turning towards your direction.

"Ah, ne." You stood up straight with a bitter smile.

"How come the both of you came back home late...and were holding hands?" Mrs. Tuan asked you even though she could have asked Mark. Who was just standing there biting his lower lip.

"Um...well...we came late...because....because something ha...happened. An....and then we...we were...hold...holding hands...be....because you...you startled us." You stuttered out your answer while hanging your head.

Mrs. Tuan just smiles.

"Something smells fishy around here. Go to sleep you two." Mrs. Tuan said while going upstairs first.

"That was close." You said while looking at Mrs. Tuan's leaving figure disappear.

"I think she knows though. Because she smiled and walked upstairs." Mark said while looking at you. You turned your gaze at Mark, making eye contact.

"We totally forgot about your parents." You bit your bottom lip.

"Yeah. Let's just go to sleep. We do have school tomorrow." A small smile appeared on his face. You just also show a small smile and walk upstairs with Mark following behind.

"Goodnight." You said before entering your room. Mark quickly grabbed your hand and pulled you. Making your spin and face him. His face only inches away from yours. Making your heart beat faster, and started making you shy. "Ya...ya what are you doing?" You said while staring at the ground.

Mark just smiles and lifts up your face. Using his finger lifting up your chin. He then leans closer kissing your forehead. Then your small nose, to your inviting lips.

"Sweet dreams angel." Mark says softly while smiling. You just smile back and playfully push him. Both of you didn't know that someone was watching the whole scene. Smiling ear to ear.

"Go to sleep now." You said while giving him a quick peck on the cheek.

"Mm. Go first." Mark said while still holding onto your hand. You just chuckle and opened your door and went in. Yet still holding onto his hand.

"Let go." You said with a chuckle and Mark not wanting to let go.

"Ya, your the one holding my hand. Let go." Mark jokes around. You just pout cutely.

"Ya, your the one holding onto my hand." You glared at him playfully. He just chuckles. "Balliwa, we have school tomorrow."

"Ugh, fine. Going to miss you." Mark quickly stepped closer to you. Quickly stealing one last goodnight kiss from you.

"Goodnight." You said with a chuckle while pushing Mark away closing the door slowly.

"Goodnight." Mark quickly said before the door closed completely.

***Next Day***

The bright light shined down into your room, showering the whole room. Blinding your eyes. Slowly opening your eyes, looking to see how bright your room is.

"Morning angel." A voice said softly. Slowly you turned your head towards where the voice came from. To see a handsome face smiling at you warmly.

"Good morning to you too." You said with a small smile and tired eyes.

"You look cute in the morning." Mark chuckled while messing up your hair even more.

"Ya!" You quickly push Mark's hands away and sit up fixing your hair.

"Mianhae." Mark says with a small chuckle while wrapping his arm around your petite waist.

"How come you woke up so early today?" You said while looking at him again.

"Because I always wake up early." Mark smiled brightly.

"Why did you come into my room this early?" You said while stretching your arms and legs.

"Because I was curious how beautiful my angel looked like when she wakes up." Mark puts his chin on your shoulder.

"Tch. Go away. I need to get dressed." You playfully push Mark's head away. He just playfully groans and quickly hugs you tightly.

"Shireoyo." Mark playfully said while shutting his eyes tight.

"Ya! Balliwa! I need to get dressed." You squished Mark's face. Making him pucker his lips. "Gwiyeopda!" You laughed.

Mark just pouts while squishing your face.

"You too." He shakes his head so your hands get off his face. Then he quickly leans in and kisses your lips.

"Ya! I didn't brush my teeth!!!" You pouted cutely, crossing your arms in front of your chest.

"Araseyo. Go get dressed them cutie pie." Mark crawled off your bed and walked towards the door. "Better hurry!" Mark winked at you before closing the door. You just sit there smiling dumbly at yourself.

"Babo." You said in a soft voice and quickly went to take a quick shower. Because you were in a good mood you thought of dressing up today. Wearing something cute.

And you came up with this. Something simple, yet cute.

You walked downstairs slowly, peeking your head out seeing what Mark was doing. However you didn't see him at the kitchen table. You just shrug your shoulders and walk towards the kitchen table.

To then be lifted up and spinning around. Screaming was the only thing coming out of your mouth. When you were put down, you heard laughing behind you. You quickly turn your head over your shoulder, panting.

Seeing Mark just laughing.

"Ya! Nollatjana!" You pouted.

"Mianhae." Mark said still laughing. However you just turn your head away still pouting. Mark then back hugs you tighter. "Araseyo, araseyo. Neomu mianhae angel. Forgive me." Mark said resting his chin on your shoulder.

You however didn't respond. Because just hearing Mark acting cute, you felt like teasing him more.

"Just to say, you look stunning today babe." Mark said kissing the side of your head. You just smile, however then look away so Mark doesn't see. "Your playing with me aren't you." Mark said while hugging you tighter.

"Ani. Get off of me. I'm going to eat now." You said in a emotionless tone. Mark just shakes his head and keeps back hugging you in the middle of the kitchen.

"Shireoyo." Mark cutely says. Making you smile.

"Balli." You said while trying to pull his arms off of you.

"Nope. Not until you give me a kiss." Mark said teasingly.

"Shireoyo!" You cutely replied struggling.

"Then you asked for it." Mark then started tickling your sides, making you laugh loudly.

"Mar...Mark! St...stop!" You said between your laughs.

"Then hurry." Mark said smiling brightly, knowing that he is the cause of your beautiful smile and adorable laughs. "Balliwa." Mark kept tickling you. Your stomach starting to hurt because you couldn't stop laughing to much.

"Ara...araseyo! Araseyo!" You said panting when Mark finally stopped and wrapped his arms around your waist. You just keep a bright smile on your face and wrap your arms around his neck.

"Here." Mark turns his cheek towards your direction asking for a peck on the cheek. You just chuckle and lean in closer to him.

Right when you were going to kiss his cheek, he quickly turned making you kiss his lips instead.

"Ya! You said your cheek." You playfully hit his chest. He just laughs and hugs you tighter.

"Araseyo. Let's eat now." Mark said while taking your hand and pulling you down to sit. He then sits next to you. "Ah.~" Mark lifted a spoonful of omurice. You just smile and open your mouth. "Aigoo, my little Bora eats so well." Mark says like he's talking to a little kid.

"Ya! I'm not a little kid. You don't have to say it like that." You said after swallowing.

"Araseyo, araseyo. Here eat more." Mark kept feeding you. And you kept feeding him.

After eating, both of you walked out hand in hand. Smiling and laughing happily.

"Ah!" You said while stopping your tracks.

"What's wrong?" Mark asked furrowing his eyebrows.

"What are we going to do at school? Your fangirls would come after me. And then theirs the guys." You hanged your head a little.

"Don't worry. If your not ready for public dating as in letting everyone at school know about us. We could just keep it a secret." Mark said with a warming smile.

"I guess so. Because you are soon going to be famous and stuff. While I'm a nobody." You pouted a bit. Mark just chuckles and quickly peck your pouting lips.

"Why does my girlfriend have to be so cute." Mark said while pinching your cheeks.

"Tch. Babo I was born cute." You made a cute aegyo. Mark just laughs and pulls you into a side hug.

"Ne. My cute girlfriend." Mark said while pecking your cheek.

You both just laugh and keep on walking. Earning stares, admiring how cute the both of you are.

***At School***

You let go of Mark's hand before entering the school campus. Putting a straight face on, so as Mark. But just after chuckling at how cute and good you are acting right now.

The both of you didn't know that someone was watching the whole time. Anger boiling up. Just staring at the both of you acting cute together. Laughing and smiling happily. A tear slowly rolls down.

Notes

OMG! Who could it be? Does Mark like kind a have a stalker or does Bora does??? Who is it??? Curious, well please wait for my next update. I'm super sorry for the late update. My computer became ghetto and yup. It like died. So I couldn't update. So again neomu mianhae readers and subscribers!!!!

(A/N: Just because I updated late. Here's a picture of our cutie Mark.)