~I Can't Love Him~

~Your POV~
The past few days were kind a awkward. Well, the part where you're seeing Mark like everywhere. It's like he already debuted and now he is everywhere. And now Gyuri would start to bother you even more. Like seriously, she's a damn leech that is stuck on you. Even in class, like she changed her classes to be in the same classes as you. Well, mostly because she wanted to be in the same classes as Mark.

***Friday***

"Bobo! Ileona!" You heard your appa singing out happily, like always. Ever since he found his old best buddy, he always had a smile on his face no matter what.

This time you actually woke up. You didn't whine about waking up too early. Probably because you couldn't stop thinking about the kiss.

"Bobo!!!" Your appa yelled out. You quickly shot up and went to take a quick shower. You usually would just put on something random, and it would match perfectly. But this time you wanted to look for a specific outfit.

Today because you felt like actually dressing up, you decided to look cute and dressy.

And too keep a look, where many people know that your not the kind to dress up. You just made your hair into a tight sock bun. You even put on some light makeup.

You walked downstairs, hoping happily down.

"Well, looks like someone is in a good mood today." You looked up to see Xiumin and Luhan narrowing their eyes at you.

"Mm, really good." You giggled.

"You even dressed up, it's cute. I like this new you." Luhan chuckled.

"Jeongmallo, just felt like dressing up for once. I guess." You shyly smiled.

"Ya, your not dressing up for a guy are you?" Xiumin lean in closer to your face.

"Ani." You smiled and grabbed your keys. Your phone this time was in your small bag pocket.

"Well, let's go." Both Xiumin and Luhan waited for you to link arms with them. And you did. All three of you walked out all happy.

"Come on, tell us. We know you dressed up because of specific someone. Or should we say a special someone." Luhan raised an eyebrow.

"Ya, I told you guys a million times. There's no one. I just want to dress up this time. If you guys don't like it then I'm going to go back and change." You were about to unlink arms with them until both their hands caught your hands and pulled it back.

"Aniya, yehpeuhdah. Just stay like this." Xiumin chuckled.

"Ew." You chuckled also. Finally you guys reached schools and like any other day. Exo was waiting at the front.

"Ya, is that really Bora?" D.O looked at you confused.

"Wae? Do I look weird?" You pouted.

"Ani, you just...look...wow." Kris's jaw dropped.

"Gomawo, I guess. But anyways I have to get to class." You were about to walk inside when someone linked arms with you. You looked to see Chanyeol. Then someone else linked arms with you. And it was Sehun.

"What...what are you...guys doing?" You looked at them confused.

"Walking a beautiful girl to class." Sehun shyly smiled. You just chuckle.

"Thanks but no thanks." You unlinked arms with them and went inside. The only thing you didn't know was that Exo was following you. You notice girls gasping and guys totally falling head over heels for you.

But then you abundantly stopped. You turned around and all the guys turn away like nothing happened.

"Ya, why are you guys following me? Go to your classes." You narrowed your eyes at them. Then Baekhyun narrowed his eyes at you.

"You dressed all pretty for a special someone huh?" Baekhyun raised an eyebrow.

"Ani, because I felt like I wanted to because I'm in a happy mood. However you guys are killing it." You raised and eyebrow. Baekhyun then just nods his head.

"That's a lie. We all know that when you were dating hyung you dressed all lovey dovey for him." Chanyeol raised an eyebrow.

"So, doesn't mean that I can't if I want to." You smirked. They all were silent thinking what to say next. Lay was about to open his mouth until the bell cut him off.

"Annyeong." You glared at them and went into your class.

"Psh, we need to find out who it is!" Suho said with confidence. You walked into the classroom to get everyone's attention.

"Oh, noona!" BamBam yelled out for you like always.

"Annyeong." You sat next to him. Their eyes were just wide open staring at you. "Mwuh?" You pouted at them.

"Ani, just that you look different." Jr. smiled bigger.

"Good different or bad different?" You raised an eyebrow.

"Well, of course bad different." You rolled your eyes after hearing that annoying voice. You turned and Gyuri was sitting there looking at the board while leaning against her chair.

"That's funny. I don't remember asking a dumbass." You smirked while leaning on your chair. You could see her staring at you angry with her hands into a ball of fists.

"Ya, who the fuck do you think you are!?" She yelled out while standing up.

"Nah?" You pointed to yourself.

"No shit fucker." Gyuri growled.

"I'm someone who you don't need to know. Isn't that weird? For a girl to fall for me." You smirked and look towards Gyuri. She was like boiling right now.

"You fucking bitch! You think your so pretty huh? You think that you can get any guy you want." She smirked, however you made a disgusted face.

"That's just gross. I'm not a slut unlike someone. I don't want to sleep with a lot of random guys like someone. And if I was that type. I bet I can do it." You raised an eyebrow with a evil smirk.

"YA!" Gyuri screamed out. Everyone was just watching you two fight, well more like argue.

"Mwuh!? Your so loud." You fake a yawn.

"You little bitch!" Gyuri was about to slap you until you grabbed her wrist.

"You thought you can touch me. That's funny. I known many girls like you. Always think that they are better because of their family. But you know what. You not, because you have a better family and shit doesn't mean you can just DO SHIT TO OTHER PEOPLE!!!" You screamed in her face. "Because of fucking people like you, many, oh I mean many people have killed themselves. Do you think that's funny. To me, I think those people should die." You threw her hand away with a lot of force making her take small steps back.

"Ya! Who do you think you can say that to!?" Gyuri screamed out again.

"To fucking people like you. I know more worst people. Your just level 1 of the bad people. Let me guess. Your omma loves money, your appa never comes home because of too much business trips and that leaves the one and only child! Right!? Of course I know all of this shit, because back at my old school their losers like you." You smirked. Gyuri was just wordless. You really explained how her life is right now.

"Fuck you. You think you explained everything about me. Well let me guess you then. You're someone who probably lost a parent. Someone who doesn't have anything or anyone anymore. You probably did have a sibling or it probably died or got kidnapped. Now your trying your best to look for it huh, however you can't look for them." Gyuri smirked when she notice that she explained everything.

Everything started coming back, your mother gone, you baby sister kidnapped, and your appa became mental. A small tear rolled down your cheek.

"Sure, your right. Very actually. My omma's gone, my appa oh my god I can't even talk about him. And yeah my baby sister is gone too. She's not dead, because I know that one day I'll find her. However I know that my life is probably better then yours. I had a family before, but now I only have my appa. For you, you have a family but a fucked up family. Does your mother even love you. Probably not." You glared at Gyuri. She just scoffs.

"I admit, poor people do have more fun. They do get more close. But they would never live a happy for long." Gyuri smirked.

"Araseyo. I've never had a happy life anyways. You don't even know how much my sucky family is right now. Sometimes I wished I could just fucking kill myself. However I at least have my appa. Someone who doesn't want me to leave him. Someone who actually loves me unlike you. There's no one. You have no real friends. They are so stupid for even being with you. They really should know that their being used. There would never be a person that will ever love a fucking bitch like you. You know why, because you just a fucking useless bitch who thinks she can get whatever she wants!!!" You screamed out with small tears streaming down your face.

Then Gyuri just smacked you. Everyone was shocked.

"You little bitch." She was going to smack you again until someone grabbed her wrist. You all looked to see Kai.

"Don't fucking touch her ever again. Your ruthless. Wanting to become a kpop sensational. And this is how you start. That's pathetic." Kai pushed Gyuri away and grabbed your hand. However you threw his hand away and smacked Gyuri ten times harder then she did.

It made a really loud noise also.

"Calling me that. Seriously, look at yourself. I'm actually someone who is trying to make a life here. I'm fucking study my ass off and trying to enter a fucking university in California right now! And what the fuck are you doing? Being a little fucking dumbass bossing everyone around. Your really pathetic." You pushed Kai out of your way and walked out the classroom to bum into someone.

You looked up and it was Mark. He saw your tears and started feeling worried. You just shot up and ran away wiping your tears. You finally stopped when you were outside. You quickly sat on the bench wiping away your tears.

"Gwaenchana?" You heard a familiar voice. You turned and saw Bomi looking at you worried.

"I'm fine, just...just leave me alone." You wiped away your tears.

"I won't ever leave you. You're like a sister and a best friend to me. So I'm wanna stay here and comfort you." Bomi smiled wide.

"Babo. Gomawo." You said while wiping away your remaining tears.

"Gwaenchana. But your make up is ruined." Bomi giggled.

"Jeongmallo?" You pouted. She just chuckles.

"Here. I have make up." Bomi quickly fixed up your make up. "Done." She sang out happily.

"Gomawo." You slightly smile.

"Bora! Bora!" You heard Xiumin yelling out your name.

"Seems like someone is searching for you. Are you guys dating?" Bomi asked super curious because Xiumin always been there for you.

"Ani, just close friends." You stood up and Xiumin was at the door. He ran and hugged you tightly.

"Holy shit, I thought you went to do something bad. Gwaenchana?" Xiumin looked at you.

"Gwaenchana, just that I might be in deep trouble." You chuckle. Xiumin just pushes your forehead playfully.

"I know, I heard you told her off. Good job I guess." Xiumin chuckled.

"Yeah." You smiled proudly after telling her off.

"Ok, unnie. You said that you guys aren't dating. What is this I see?" Bomi pouted at you. You quickly move away from Xiumin.

"We are friends. I'm not lying." You glared at her. She just looks away. "Babo." You wrap your arms around her. Then you froze for a bit.

'She...she reminds me of my Bomi so much. She even feels like Bomi. When I hug her or wrap my arms around her shoulder, she...she feels like Bomi is right here. Right now. She can't possibly be Yoon Bomi. My Yoon Bomi.'

"Unnie! Gwaenchana!?" Bomi yelled out. You just snap back into reality.

"Mm. Gwaenchana." You slightly smiled.

***Lunch***

Because you didn't want to go to lunch and see that fucking brat Gyuri. You decided to go to the cafe. Where it was quiet and it helps you relax a bit.

You quickly walked down and sat down in the corner in the store at the big windows. Where the beautiful sun shines down. You were just on your phone looking at random stuff. Until someone sat across from you. Your eyes widen.

"Ya, why...why are you sitting here?" You furrowed your eyebrows.

"Because this is where I normally sit. However you sitting where I normally sit." Mark scoffed.

"Well, I don't care and I'm not in the mood to argue right now. So merong~" You stick out your tongue at him. He just roll his eyes.

"Psh, so childish." He chuckled a bit.

"Oh, you laughed." You pointed at him with a smile.

"Ani." He looks away like nothing happened.

"Ya, you laughed. I know it." You narrowed your eyes at him.

"I didn't laugh Bora. Now calm down." Mark looks away from you again.

"I know I'm cute and adorable. And I also know that you chuckled." You crinkle your nose. He just scoffs.

"Your not cute and adorable to me. And I know for sure that I didn't chuckle." Mark smirked.

"Psh, whatever. At least I'm more attractive then you are." You smirked.

"That's funny. I can attract more people then you. So calm down on that." You just fake laugh.

"I actually can attract you right now." You smirked. He just scoffs.

"About that, I already won. I attracted you last time remember. That kiss." He whispered out the last two words. You just look away.

"Psh, I was acting." You lied. Yup lied.

"Oh, ok then." He just smirks. So then you leaned closer to him. He just looks at you confused. You scoot in your chair more and lean closer to him. He was just looking at you.

"I think you should close your mouth before you drool." You smirked. He just scoffs.

"That's the best you can do." He leaned in closer to you. You moved back a bit. "Told you, your scared yourself." You just roll your eyes and lean closer.

"Ani. I'm not going to back down." You raised an eyebrow.

"Mianhamnida, but can I take your orders?" You and Mark both looked to see a waiter standing there awkwardly smiling. You just sit back up straight and clear your throat. And Mark did the same thing.

"Mianhamnida, I would like a strawberry smoothie." You smiled.

"What about you sir?" She was kind a blushing when she was talking to Mark. They were already kind a popular.

"I would like a watermelon smoothie and the lunch that I normally get." Mark smiled, which made the waiter blush hard. He nod her head and walked away happily.

"Mwuh?" You just roll your eyes.

"Don't be jealous." Mark chuckled.

"Jealous my ass." You narrowed your eyes at him. After eating lunch and chatting together happily. School was also over. You both lost track of time. Because you both kept laughing and smiling about random things you both kept talking about.

***Few Hours Later***

You and Mark were walking together. Good thing it wasn't dark yet. Usually because it was a Friday, they would let you guys out early.

"I know that your going to fall for me." Mark said teasingly.

"Psh, never ever going to happen." You stick out your tongue at him.

"Gwaenchana, because I just know that you will fall for me." Mark smirked. You looked at him and saw his handsome side view.

"Merong~" You stick out your tongue again. It was still kind a sunny. You and Mark kept pushing each other playfully. Then you saw your appa standing outside waiting. He looked like a little girl waiting for her love one to come.

"Appa!" You yelled out he looked at you and smiled. Right when you were going to run up to him a car came in your way. Then there was a gun shot which made you wince in fright. Mark's arm around your shoulder.

The car then ran off. Your eyes widen. Everything at that moment was all slow motion. You started panicking.

"A...appa!!!" You yelled out with tears. You quickly ran over to him and lift up his head to look at you. His eyes were closed already. You quickly put a finger under his nose to check if he was breathing. But there was no air.

"Ya, Bora gwaenchana?" Mark kneel down at your side.

"Appa!? Appa!? APPA!!!???" You were shaking your appa to wake up. But no response. Then Mark grabbed a note.

"Hey, what's this?" Mark opened it. You looked over to it.

"Ya if you only accepted me, then none of this would have happened. I know that you know if someone disobeys me then something bad will happen right? And look what happened. Pretty little miss Bora lost her daddy. Awe, isn't that so sad. You should have just accepted it that I wanted you. But then you made me be in jail. Finally I got out from the help of friends and wanted to come back. I was positive that your little boyfriend wasn't going to be there for you. So I came back. However you totally made 2 fucking boyfriends. Seriously, have two men around you for protection. So pathetic Bora babe. Now let's see who would ever be there for you now. Yeah, no one. Good luck on your own. Living like a pathetic little bitch like everyone knows.
-From: Daniel (Love you *muah)
-To: Yoon Bora

Your eyes widen and more tears streamed down your face. You shook your head wishing everything was just a nightmare.

"Appa, appa jehbahl! Jehbahl appa. Don't leave me like this. Appa! Ileona appa! Open your eyes appa. Bobo is here now. Come on appa. Bobo finally came back from school. Sin happily like last time. Appa! Ileona!!! Jehbahl appa! Bobo is back! Mimi haven't came back yet. You can't just leave like this. We still need to find Mimi!!! APPA!!!!!! APPA JEAHBAHL!!!!" You kept screaming and screaming for your appa to open his eyes. However he was gone already.

"Bora, Bora! Get yourself together!" Mark kept trying to calm you down however you couldn't.

"APPA!!!!!!!! JEHBAHL APPA!!!! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME LIKE THIS!!! WHERE AM I GOING TO STAY NOW!!!!??? APPA JEHBAHL! OPEN YOUR EYES AND LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT YOUR BAD DAUGHTER. Appa! Jahbahl, just open them one more time. You can't say goodbye like this to me. APPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" You screamed out.

"Appa jehbahl, open your eyes once more for me. For your dorky Bobo. For me appa. Don't leave me here by myself. With no one."

Notes

~Jehbahl~