Look upon the stars

*Drip* *Drip* I woke up of the sound of the rain. ‘Soeun…. Soeun..’ the name kept ringing in your head. I look towards the school area. “이제 슬슬 시작 해볼까…”

I arrived at school, trying to find Luhan and greet him. I couldn’t find him, so I decided to wait for him. I went to the rooftop where no one really comes to. ‘If…. if i disappear… I wonder… how.. Luhan would act..’ I started to have bad feelings. It just hurt so much that someday… Luhan will forget me. I started to cry for no reason. I rubbed the tears off, ‘no… I shouldn’t cry…. i promised that i wouldn’t cry for…. for… Luhan...’ Tears kept running down my face… and the rain wouldn't stop. As if… it was for me…
The rain didn’t stop for a while, and eventually it was around 7pm, and students were staying after school. I still waited for Luhan… like an idiot… i was hoping for something, but… as soon as i saw him come out… i saw him… with Soeun… holding hands…. It felt like my whole world broke down… I waited for him, in this rain.. but as soon as i see him… I see him.. with another girl… I hold my chest as it burns. Luhan… looked really happy… with her… Tears fell down again, but this time… there were no stop to it. ‘So… this is how pain feels...’
I walked to Luhan’s place. With no soul. I tried to knock on the door. There was no answer. I stood there for a while, then the door opened. When the door opened, I just barged in, and sat on the couch. I looked towards the floor, then Luhan lifted my head. When he looked at me, he had a surprised face, “W-what… what happened?” I had no expression, I simply asked, “If… if i disappear… would you be devastated…?” I slowly look up to him to look at his expression, he was just stunned. “Of course… why… did something happen..?” Luhan had a surprised face. I looked to the floor again, then questioned, “Do…. do you like someone right now…? currently…?” “W-what is this question…?” “Do you… possibly… like… Soeun…?” I slowly questioned him. Luhan didn’t answer. There was a moment of silence then he answered, “what if.. what if i do? What are you going to do…? Yeah. I like her. No.. I love her.” My whole body froze from that phrase… “Lo..ve…?” “Yeah. I love her. I loved her ever since you died, and when i entered this high school. But I will confess this.. I did like you in the past. But, thats the past now… you are dead. Why can’t i like someone else right now? Do you possibly think that a ghost and a human can love each other…?” I couldn’t speak no more. When I was slowly about to rise up, Luhan added. “I’m in love with Soeun. Kim Soeun.”

Notes

THIS RESTARTS FROM CHAPTER 6.
THIS DOESN'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING WITH THE LAST CHAPTER I UPLOADED. K.
Enjoy~