My Kpop Idol Boyfriend

“I’m sorry for bothering you like this. I could’ve called my friends to pick me up.” I told Taemin’s older brother. He looked at me through the mirror and smiled.

“It’s no problem at all. Just relax. It’ll be like an hour till we get to your house.” I nodded and sat back into the seat. Taemin was next to me but the doctor gave him another dose of painkillers and he was out like a light. I looked at his face. He is really handsome. Pretty eyes, pretty nose, pink full lips, milky white skin, and feminine look in all. How come life made me lose our memories together? Did we not value each other enough and had to go through the crash to realize how much we mean to each other? Why are we in this position? Everything Macy, Anna, and Taemin told me, I can’t even picture in my head at all. Also, who’s SNSD? Am I close with those girls I heard about in my head? What else did I forget about? I shook my head and just closed my eyes. Might as well just sleep through the rest of this ride.

~ At the House ~
Thanks for the ride.” I thanked Taemin’s older brother. He smiled and patted my shoulder.

“Anything for my little bro’s girl.” My smile faltered a bit.

“About that, since I can’t remember Taemin that well, I thought it would be best for us to take a break. Just until I get my memory back. Right now, it’s best if we just become friends right now.” I said with my head down. I heard a sigh.

“I guess if that’s what you guys agreed on. But remember this, Taemin always have and always will love you. Even if you can’t remember who he is.” I looked up. He was serious. I can tell by the way he was looking at me. Taemin did love me. Guilt came over me since it was my idea to have a break. I nodded at his words.

“Well I should get going. I told SHINee that I would drop Taemin off at the dorm and Key is probably wondering he is right now.” My eyebrows pulled together. Who the heck has a name like Key? He noticed my face and chuckled.

“I forgot. You don’t remember him. It’s okay. You’ll know who he is soon. You better get inside. I think everyone is waiting for you. See you soon.” He smiled and turned to walk away.

“Wait! I forgot to ask for your name.” He turned back to me.

“It’s Taeyoung.” He waved one last time before getting in the car and driving away. I turned around and looked at the house that I suppose I live in. It’s really big. I can’t believe how many people live here. I took a deep breath and walked inside. I took off my shoes and stepped into the living room. I was shocked at its condition. Broken glass, ripped pillows, furniture thrown around. I felt bad the maids have to clean it up. Wait, do we have maids? I shrugged and walked towards another room I assume is the dining room. I heard voices and people sniffling. Should I go in or no? Maybe I should. Macy and Anna are probably in there too. I walked inside and stopped. Holy crap! This many people live here?! None of them noticed me yet and I counted all the heads. Fourteen girls and one guy is all I counted and Macy and Anna aren’t here. These are the other people I live with. I cleared my throat and all eyes were on me.

“__________ah.” A dark headed girl with an American accent said. Is she Krystal? Or Jessica? Or one of the other girls? She had red eyes and looked like she hasn’t slept at all. I walked closer to the group and she stood up and came towards me. I froze not knowing what to say. The girl was in front of me and looked as if she was about to cry. I felt really awkward at that moment. The girl came closer and hugged me. Okay, I don’t know if I should just let her hug me or get out of her tight grip.

“Are you Krystal?” I asked curiously. The girl let go of me and I saw hurt in her eyes. I’m guessing I got the wrong person. Oops. Another girl with straight black hair stood up.

“No, I’m Krystal. You remember me?” She asked with hope in her voice. I nodded and she smiled and ran towards me. She gave me a huge hug and I just patted her back. She’s a very hyper one. I can just tell. She let go of me and held my shoulders. She had a huge smile on her face.

“I can’t believe you remember me? My best friend remembers me!” Krystal squealed and was about to hug me again but someone pulled her back. A brown headed girl with pretty skin. Well, they all have pretty skin actually.

“Stop it Krystal. She just remembers your name. That’s all.” Krystal pouted and hit the girl’s arm.

“Unnie, you ruined my happiness.” Unnie? Then that means…

“You’re Jessica?” I pointed towards her. The girl looked at me and smiled.

“You remember me too?” She came towards me and hugged me as well. I feel like everyone is going to hug me when I say I remember them. Well, actually, just their names. Jessica pulled away and had tears in her eyes. Today is going to be a bit of an emotional day.

“Okay, before anyone else hugs me and all, I only remember your names. That’s it. Nothing else.” I warned everyone who was sitting down.

“____________, you remember someone else too?” Krystal asked. I nodded.

“Amber, Victoria, Sulli, and Luna. That’s it.” I said, bracing myself from a possible group hug. The four girls stood up and, as predicted, came and grouped hugged me. I just stood there since I didn’t know who to hug back. Once that was over, I sat down and just sighed. I looked at the other unfamiliar faces. The boy I was really curious about. Where did he come from? He looks like he’s from America, bit Korea? I looked at the girl from before, she looks sad. I feel bad that I mistaken her for Krystal. But who is she? A friend? I put my hands on the table and looked down. The room was quiet. My stomach started grumbling. I haven’t eaten since this morning and the food wasn’t that great. I looked up.

“Is there anything to eat?" The dark headed girl nodded and excused herself from the table. She disappeared into the kitchen. I swear I could’ve saw tears in her eyes. Guilt is eating me up. I looked at Jessica.

“Is she upset that I called her Krystal? I didn’t mean to make her sad.” Jessica shook her head and gave me a sad smile.

“Don’t worry.You didn’t do anything wrong. It’s just that, she was hoping that you would remember her at least. But I guess she has to wait a bit.” I nodded and pursed my lips.

“What’s her name?”

“Tiffany. She’s your step-sister.” I looked down and. I don’t even remember my own step-sister. A pain came in my head and I held my forehead. Another memory. How great.

~Flashback~
I was learning how to make kimbap so I could surprise everyone with lunch.

“Taeyeon unnie, what are you doing?” She came to me with something in her hand.

“__________ah, let’s pull a prank.” She smiled evilly and spreaded salt on the food. I laughed.

“Unnie, you’re so evil.” I shook my head as I rolled the food together.

“I know but don’t say it was me. Just say it was Sooyoung. They’ll believe it.” She winked at me. My crazy unnie.

~ End of Flashback ~

~Another Flashback ~

“Seohyun unnie, can you help me with this?” I was having trouble with my math homework and thankfully, Seohyun is smart.

“Sure. Let me see.” She took my workbook and pencil. I watched as she practically did the whole thing for me.

“Unnie, you could’ve helped me with it instead of doing the whole thing.” She giggled.

"Mian, math is so fun. I wish I was back in school so I could learn new things again.” I shook my head in amazement. Then an idea came to me.

“Unnie….want to help with my science homework?”

~ End of Flashback ~

~ One More Flashback ~

“Oooo, I caught you guys.” I came in from school and wanted to eat some left over cake that I made last night but caught someone else eating it.

“Don’t tell anyone. We’re supposed to be on a diet.”

“Yeah, we’ll pay you. Just don’t tell Taeyeon unnie.” I shook my head.

“Yuri unnie. Yoona unnie. I’m not some snitch that tattles on people. You can trust me.” They sighed of relief.

“But…..get me Beast’s Doojoon’s signature and we’ll call it a deal.” I said smirking. They sighed of defeat and agreed. I walked over to them and put my arms on their shoulders.

“Did I mention how much I love you guys?” We all laughed and finished off the cake.

~ End of Flashback ~

“Okay, I got ham sandwiches. __________’s favor—. Oh My Goodness, ____________! Is your head hurting? Do you need to go back to the hospital?” The gir—oh wait her name is Tiffany. TIFFANY put the food down and came towards me. Everyone was looking at me worriedly. I looked at the some of the girls.

“Taeyeon unnie. Yuri unnie. Seohyun unnie. Yoona unnie.” I called out. They all looked surprised that I suddenly called out their names.

“Do you remember us?” Seohyun asked. I smiled meekly and nodded. The four squealed and ran towards me. They hugged me just like the others. I feel like a teddy bear. They let go and, just like the others, had tears in their eyes. I felt happy that I was remembering more and more of them but then I remembered. Tiffany. I can’t get my memory about her back yet. I looked for her in the room but she wasn’t here anymore. I felt someone nudge me. I turned my head.

“She went to the garden.” Jessica pointed through the kitchen. I thanked her and went outside. The garden looked like those ones you see in fantasies. So beautiful and breath taking. I followed a small path that led deeper into the flower bushes. I heard sniffling and saw a crying Tiffany sitting a bench. I took a deep breath and went to sit next to her. She hasn’t noticed me yet. I put my hand on her shoulder and she looked up. When she saw me, she quickly wiped her tears.

“I thought you were hungry. You should be eating. Come on, I’ll take you inside.” She was about to stand when I held her. She looked at me but not directly into my eyes.

“I know you must feel sad that I can’t remember you yet. I’m sorry. I don’t know why I’m remembering everyone else but you. I must be terrible to not even recognize my own sister.” I felt tears coming and son they fell on my cheeks. She cupped my face and wiped my tears off with her thumbs.

“You’re not a terrible sister. You’re the perfect sister. I’m not crying because you can’t remember me. I’m crying because I failed to protect you when I should have. I should’ve never let you go with Taemin on that trip. If I just watched you more than maybe you wouldn’t be going through all that pain just to remember people. Instead we would be having fun together, laughing and enjoying each other’s company. But no, that idiot Taemin got you two into a car accident and now you couldn’t remember who your friends are and who your family is. It’s mostly my fault for not protecting you enough. You’re my baby sister and I don’t want you in any type of danger at all. I’m so sorry ___________.” Tiffany covered her face as she cried. I was crying too. I never have seen someone so willing to protect me other than my mom. Tiffany really loved me as her baby sister. And she feels guilty that I have memory loss. I hugged her and she hugged me back.

“It’s not your fault. Neither is it Taemin’s. It’s no one’s fault. I may not recall anything but I can tell right away that you’re the best big sister ever and I’m so thankful for that. I don’t know how I treated you in the beginning but I must have been really bitchy. And you must have dealt with that because you wanted to be there for me and for that I want to say thank you. Thank you for being my friend. Thanks for having my back. Thanks for coming into my life. I love you.” I cried into her shoulder rand she started sobbing even harder.

“I love you too.” She said. We continued to cry for another few minutes and then stopped. We let go from the hug and started laughing.

“You have snot coming out of your mouth.” I told her. She pointed at me.

“So do you.” We used our sleeves to wipe off the snot.

“Well, I guess that’s enough crying for now. Right?” I told her. She chuckled and nodded.

“Correct.” We laughed but got interrupted by my stomach. I rubbed it. I stood up and so did she. We hooked arms and started walking back to the house.

“Hopefully no one ate my sandwich or else I’m going to lose it.” I said seriously but laughed after. Tiffany laughed too.

“Don’t worry. I’ll be happy to make you a new one.”

Notes

What's this? Another chapter in one day? I thought you guys deserve it for sticking around for so long. So you remembered some more people now and had a heartfelt conversation with Tiffany. What will happen next? Only I can know. Leave a comment. Annyeong!