My Kpop Idol Boyfriend

~Taemin's P.O.V.~
~Flashback Cont.~
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I couldn't believe that during the middle of our relationship, she found someone else to be happy with. Every smile, tear, fight, make-up, and kiss we've gone through is now nothing more but a sad memory. Now she has someone else to go through all those with while I'm left behind. Heartbroken. But right now I couldn't listen anymore. No more!
"That person is-" I stopped her.
"I don't want to hear it! How could you? After three years, you decide to end it like this. I can't believe you. Everyday I always wondered about you. How were you? Are you eating properly? What are you doing right now? Did you get enough rest? But to tell you the truth, I also wondered other things." I stopped and looked at her. She had an expression I couldn't read. I continued.
"I wondered why I couldn't feel sparks when I'm with you. Why don't I worry as mush as I used to? Do I even love her anymore? There was something telling me to end it but instead I wanted to make it work. But I guess I wasn't good enough for you. And that's why you went and cheated with another person." I whispered the last two sentences. I couldn't speak anymore. My eyes started swelling with tears and I didn't want to cry. Not in front of her. She soon started to speak.
"Taemin. I swear I didn't want to cheat on you but...I just didn't think very clearly on what I was doing." She started crying while she spoke.
"I wanted to work it out! I did! But I started to feel so lonely that I couldn't wait for you when you went away. I couldn't bear being so alone that I had to go find someone else to help fill my emptiness. But you have to know that I had no intention on hurting you ever. Please forgive me! I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" She sobbed and fell on her knees. I threw the bouquet that were in my hands next to her.
"Don't ever expect me to forgive you. What you did can not be fixed with 'I'm sorry'. Instead if you're really sorry then please fulfill my very first and last request for you." She looked at me.
"When we happen to pass by each other, don't say hi. Let's not talk to each other anymore. Throw away every gift that I gave you. Let's not agree to be friends. And most of all, forget all the memories we ever had together." I said in a cold way. She looked at me silently with a shocked expression. I turned from her and walked away. I heard her crying again but never turned to look at her. I never want to have anything to do with her. Ever. As soon as I got to my car, I cried and I cried and I cried. I screamed from the top of my lungs saying why. Why did she cheat? Why did she not try to work it out? Why didn't she love me as much as I loved her? So many unanswered questions in my head. I turned on the car and headed for my dorm. I needed to get rid of everything that reminded me of her. I went ten miles over the speed limit but I didn't care. I didn't care if I got into an accident and was never able to walk again. I just didn't care. I got to my dorms and got a trash bag from the supplies cabinet. The member looked at me asking me why was I crying and what happened and what was going to do with the bag.
"Just leave me alone." I told them in reply. I got to my room and started to put all the things -------- gave me into the bag. All our photos, the stuffed animals she gave me, and all the other presents went into the bag. When I finished I grabbed a box of matches off my dresser and headed towards my car. I was about to get to the door when Minho hyung got in front of me with a confused look on his face.
gave you."What are you doing? That's all the stuff --------- gave you. Why are you throwing it out? And what's with the matches?" I was annoyed and tried to get him out of my way.
"Move."
"No! Tell me what the hell is going on?! What are you trying to do?!" He looked and me with angry eyes.
"I'M GETTING RID OF IT ALL! WE BROKE UP AND I WANT TO FORGET HER! SHE CHEATED ON ME, OK?! SO PLEASE! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" I yelled at him and shoved him away from me. All the other members just looked at me with shock written all over their faces. I got in my car and drove to the city dump. There was no one there which made it better. I threw the bag over the fence then I climbed over. I walked over to the middle of the dump, threw the bag on the ground, and lit it. I watched it as it burst into flames, slowly turning into ashes. After half an hour the fire died leaving nothing but burnt memories on the ground. All I did was stare at it. I fell on my knees and sobbed. My heart was into pieces. I was so broken inside. I never knew being heartbroken felt so bad. I stayed in that position for another twenty minutes before leaving. When I got back home everyone was still up waiting for my return. I looked at the clock. It read 1:45 am. Was I gone for a long time. Key hyung came up to me and led me to the couch. Jonghyun hyung and Onew hyung had worried expressions. Minho hyung was just confused about what was going on with me.
"Taeminah. What exactly happened between you and -------. We're not going to anywhere until you tell us." Key told me looking at me straight in the eye. I sighed and began telling them everything. As I told them the last part of what happened, we we're all teary eyed. Mostly me.
"Taeminah. I'm sorry it had to happen like that. You didn't deserve any of that." Jonghyun hyung told me.
"Thanks for telling me that but to tell you the truth I just want to be alone for a while." I stood up.
"Goodnight." I told them and headed for my room. I changed into my PJs and ended up crying to sleep this night and for a few weeks. Eventually, my world came crumbling down.
~End of Flashback~
After a few months after the break up, everything about me started to change. Mostly my personality and my attitude. I became the most bitchiest person ever. I started to be rude to my hyungs, my manager, my friends,and my family. I started messing with girls' hearts and told myself to never fall in love ever again. But I couldn't blame myself alone. Another person had to take blame. Choi Jin Ri. She was the one who started it all.

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