My Kpop Idol Boyfriend

~Taemin’s P.O.V. ~
I couldn’t see anything. There was nothing but darkness around. I tried moving my body but I remained still. There were familiar voices in the room I slowly opened my eyes and saw a bright light in my face. I was lying in a hospital bed and I saw my family and SHINee hyungs in the room. I groaned as I tried to get up and Key heard me.

“He’s awake!” They all looked at me and rushed towards me. No one said anything and continued to look at me. I looked back at them wondering what happened. Then I felt a sharp pain on my right leg. I looked down and saw that it was in a cast. I looked at my dad.

“What happened?” He looked tired and worried.

“You and _________ got in a car accident. You got hit by a drunk driver and your car flipped over. Thankfully you weren’t critically hurt but you were out for a moment.”

“How long is a moment?” I asked. He sighed.

“You were out for almost a week. ___________ still hasn’t awakened though. She was hurt a bit badly too.” I froze. She’s still hasn’t waken up. What if something bad happens to her? What if she goes into a coma for weeks, months, or years? What if she wakes up and forgets who I am? What if she doesn’t wake up at all? All these thoughts made me more and more guilty for not paying attention to the road. If I did then we would be back in Seoul, being happy and cherishing each other. But instead we’re in a hospital, injured and not able to move that much. Tear were building up. I looked down.

“Can I be alone for a while?” I whispered. They all hesitated before leaving me alone and closing the door behind them. As soon as I was alone, I broke down. It’s my fault. It’s my entire fault. The love of my life is in a coma because of me. I promised myself to take care of her and to protect her but instead I ended up getting her hurt. She doesn’t deserve any of this right now. I punched the mattress many times, releasing my anger into it. I have to see her. I need to see if she is okay. I heard the door open and my family came in. My mom sat on my bed and looked at me with worried eyes.

“Taeminah, are you okay? Do you need anything? Food? Water?” She sounded so tired. I noticed some dark circles under her eyes. She must have had a lot of sleepless nights, waiting for me to wake up. I feel bad for making her do that. I tried to sit up and hyung helped me. I looked at him with pleading eyes.

“Hyung….I need to see her. I need to see __________. Please hyung.” I pleaded. He looked hesitant.

“Taeminah, you just woke up. Just wait a bit before you start moving around. Okay?” He told me. I didn’t want to wait. I want __________.

“Please hyung! I need to see her!” He didn’t move and sighed.

“Not now Taemin. Later, when you’re feeling better.” I started to get angry right now.

“I NEED TO SEE __________. IT’S MY FAULT SHE’S HERE! I JUST WANT TO SEE HER AT LEAST ONCE! PLEASE HYUNG!” I cried out. Tears were streaming down my face. Taeyoung sighed again and sat down and put his head in his hands. My mom took mine in hers.

“Your brother is right Taeminah. Just wait a little bit longer.” I broke down again and my mother let go of my hands and hugged me tightly. I’ll wait then. I’ll wait to see you, __________.

~The Next Day ~
I flipped through the channels to see what was on and saw an episode of “Reply 1997” on and decided to watch that. I could use something to cheer me up a bit. I laughed a bit at the funny parts. I continued watching it when a visitor came.

“Hyung.” I looked away from the television and saw my best friend Kai standing there with balloons and flowers in his hands. Those must be from him and Exo since there was more than one card in the bouquet. I smiled and told him to come in. He closed the door and put balloons and flowers on the table near the bed and sat down next to me.

“So, how are you feeling? I heard you were out for a while.” He told me. I nodded and looked down at my blue cast.

“I’m fine. Just a bit sore and tired. I really want to get out of here Jongin-ah. I hate hospitals.” I looked at him. He had a sad expression on his face.

“Hyung, I know that you’re going through a rough time right now. If you need someone to talk to or just need company, I’m here for you.” I smiled sadly as he said that. We’ve been friends ever since we were young trainees. He’s someone I can talk to and cry in front of if I ever felt sad or overwhelmed. He was my friend, my brother. I sighed and sat back, thinking about when I’m able to see ___________. I asked the nurses if I could see her but she went back into surgery, since the car mostly hit her side. If I saw that car, I could’ve moved out of the way and she would be in my arms right now, smiling and laughing. But instead, she’s suffering and so am I. All these thoughts kept coming in my head. I’m a terrible boyfriend. I notice tears started coming out of my eyes. I didn’t stop them, I just let them continue to flow down my face. Kai came up to me and didn’t say anything. He just stayed quiet and gave me a hug. I started to break down even more and sobbed on his shoulder. I’m so sorry ___________. I’m so so sorry.

~Day Two~
I woke up and groaned feeling a pain in my leg. I guess the painkillers wore off. I pressed a button and a doctor came in. I tried to sit up but he held me down. He looked in the folder that was in his hand and there were lines creasing in his forehead, he looked very concerned. I hope I’m not in bad condition.

“I see you have progressed a bit. Has the painkiller effect worn off?” He looked at me waiting for an answer. I nodded.

“I’ll have a nurse bring you some more soon. Your leg is not in critical condition and you should be able to be up and walking in a few days. And the cast should come off in a few weeks. Until then, stay away from fast movement activities like sports or dancing. Seeing that you’re an idol, its best you listen to the instructions so you can dance freely again. I’ll be back in a few hours.” He slightly smiled and turned to leave but I grabbed his sleeve. He looked back at me with a questioning look.

“What about the girl who came in with me? How is she? Is she still in a coma? Is she getting better? What’s wrong with her?” Those questions have been in my mind ever since I woke up. Is _________ getting better? I stared at the doctor hoping to get some good news. He sighed and smiled a bit.

“She’s doing well. Her surgery yesterday was a success.When she came in, she was losing a bit of blood so we had to take her into the ER twice. Right now she still hasn’t woken but she’s progressing well. I’m not sure how long she will stay asleep. All we can do is hope for the best and wait. If you like, you may see her when she gets out of the ER. I will have a nurse alert you.” He patted my shoulder and left the room. I sighed and closed my eyes. Thank goodness she is safe. Still, guilt hasn’t left me at all. Maybe when she wakes up, we’ll be happy again. Like we always were. The nurse came in and had a few pills in one hand and a glass of water in the other.

“Here are some painkillers for your leg. Be sure to swallow one at a time.” She handed them to me and I did as instructed. Half an hour later, I felt so sleepy I knocked out. I didn’t dream of anything until a light came through the darkness, I saw something standing there. I couldn’t see and headed towards it. I squinted my eyes and saw it was a girl. Not just any girl,__________. It was her! I ran towards her.

“____________! ____________!” I yelled. She looked at me but didn’t have any expression on her face. I stopped in front of her and reached out to her but she moved away. I frowned. Why is she avoiding me? I tried reaching out to her again but she kept moving back. I noticed that she was starting to disappear.

“___________! Don’t go!” I yelled for her but she vanished. I kept calling out for her but she was out of sight. I started crying. She was out of my grasp again. I woke up gasping, taking deep breaths. It was a dream. Just a dream. I felt my face and it was wet. I must have really been crying in my sleep. I sat up and tried to calm myself down. I heard the door open and it was the nurse again. She had a sympathetic smile on her face.

“The girl is out of the ER. You may come see her if you would like.” I nodded rapidly and the nurse helped me out of the bed and put me in a wheelchair to move easier. She rolled me down the hallway until we finally made it to her room. My heart was pounding so hard. I have been waiting a long time to see her and now I finally get to. The nurse opened the door and helped me in. She put me next to __________. She looks so lifeless. She really looked so peaceful.

“I’ll leave you two alone. Press the button to let me know when you’re ready to go back to your room.” The nurse left, giving us privacy. I held __________’s hand. It felt so cold. I reached to touch her cheek. It also felt cold as well. My tears started coming out again.

“___________, you need to wake up. Everyone is worried about you. Tiffany hasn’t been able to focus on her schedule recently because she keeps calling here to see if you’re awake. Not just her though, nut the rest of SNSD, the rest of SHINee, F(x), and you’re two best friends. Without you, no one is happy, fans have been sad to hear you have been in here and been sending gifts to your house. You’re a terrible person for making me cry so much, waiting for you to wake up. When you wake up, I’m not sharing any banana milk with you……” I stopped, thinking about the incident that happened after we first met. Then I continued….

“I really need you to wake up, for your sister, your friends, your fans, your family………and us. I want you to wake up and I want us to go back to being that crazy in love couple that we were. When you scolded me for spilling food all the new shoes you got me. Or when we got sick because we thought it would be fun to run in the rain. Or when you would let me rest on your lap after rehearsal because I was tired and you would play with my hair while I slept. I want to relive those times with you. Please wake up ___________, please. I beg you. I need you and I love you.” I was crying so hard after I finished talking. I firmly held her hand and continued to cry. Then, I felt something move. I froze and felt something holding my hand tightly. She’s awake! I leaned closer to her.

“___________ are you awake? Please open your eyes. Please tell me I’m not hallucinating.” I watched her and saw her eyebrows furrow as she groaned. She really is awake! She blinked her eyes open and looked around the room. Then she looked at me and she had confusion all over her face. Is she curious in why I’m in a wheelchair? Before I could say anything, she said something that punched my heart.

“Who the heck are you?”

Notes

Please don't hate me for this. But I couldn't help it. I always wanted to write this type of scenario for one of my stories so I just wrote this. But no worries. I promise to make the last chapter a good ending. Trust me but for now, do you think __________ will gain her memory of Taemin back or will she forget him. What about he others? Will she remember them too? Wait till next time. Make sure to leave a comment. Annyeong!