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i have changed

i don't hate him ..... he should know it

jiyeon's pov :
luhan oppa took me to kai's home ; his mom was waiting for me
kai's mom : uh jiyeon my lovely daughter you are here i'm happy that you will spend holidays with us
jiyeon : thank you mom im happy too
mom : follow me i will show you your room
i followed her until we arrived to a room she opened the door and it was so beautiful
mom :so here is you room i hope you will like it i decorated it by myself for you
jiyeon : uh i love it so much thank you mom *-*
mom : im happy that u like it ; i will go now to cook something for you
then she left ; omg she is so nice with me i really envy kai for having such a great mom like her uh omg kai i will see kai even if he will ignore me i'm happy that i will see him
after a while i felt bored and i wanted to go out from my room i opened the door and it was an other room in front of mine someone was opening the door and it was kai uh omg kai
kai : hi jiyeon
i was shocked he didn't ignore me he said hi omg uh
jiyeon : hi
kai : i heard you will spend holidays in our home ; don't worry i won't bother you i will do like i promised you so just feel free here i won't appear in front of you so much ....
i wanted to say no i wanted to say please don't ignore me it hurts me please don't do it .... but i couldn't and i only said "it's ok" but it's really not ok
i miss the old kai the one who used to tease me i thought i hate him but it wasn't like this at least i wasn't feeling alone .... i think i love him i shouldn't love him but i can't stop thinking of him ...he thinks i hate him but i don't hate him i love him T_T i should tell him that i don't hate him i should do something ; i will go talk to him right now