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~I'm In Love With My Enemy~

Squeal!

~No One's POV~
You and Kris have been together for about 3 years now. After 2 years and a half of staying together, you both bought a apartment. For just the two of you. Like a married couple.

However, things been changing in the past. Kris became more and more busy. He even been out a lot now a days. Never having time for you anymore. His behavior changed a lot in the past.

You thought it was because he was stressed, so didn't bother to ask him what was wrong. Whenever you did, Kris would just ignore you. The more you asked what was wrong with him, the more he got angrier. Usually he hasn't been himself.

He never comes home most of the nights. Whenever he did come home, was when it was already midnight. Then he would only sleep for about 3-5 hours and leave. Without you even knowing.

Every single day, hurt you. Kris has become a different person now. Whenever you just want to ask him to stay home or take a vacation. He would just start yelling. Making you feel bad.

Everyday, you would sit in the kitchen table watching Kris rush. He would yell at you to help him to find something that he needs. He doesn't even ask nicely anymore.

He changed a lot. However you kept staying by his side. Knowing that he would be the same again someday.

You woke up again, feeling lonely as always. Kris was never there for you anymore. Sometimes you thought you should just leave him, however how can you leave him when you still love him so much.

You slowly walked downstairs to see Kris smiling at his phone. Making you feel a bit of relief to see his smile.

"Hi love." You sang out while walking towards him. He just looks at me with an expressionless face. You just wipe away your smile and grab a box of cereal with a small milk carton.

You sat down across from Kris. He never even looked at you, or glance at you. All he did was stare at his phone, and smile at times.

"Kris, I think we-" You got cut off from Kris standing up.

"I'm leaving." Kris said coldly and left right out the door.

"He's probably just busy Jessica. Gwaenchana." You said to yourself with a weak yet sad smile.

Many hours has past and Kris never even came home yet. You thought of going out to follow him, but then that would just make him more angry. You waited and waited, you even made dinner.

Just waiting for him, you were slowly losing your appetite.

"He'll come home." You said in a soft voice. Right when you said that the door unlocked. You quickly looked at the door with a bright face.

You watched as Kris walks in and runs towards the room. You were kind a confused why would he was running, like he was late for something. You just sighed and looked at the now cold food that was sitting on the kitchen table.

You heard Kris's heavy steps coming back into the living room. You quickly stood up and looked at him.

"Kris, why are you in such a hurry? Why don't you eat dinner first?" You said with a small smile.

Kris just ignores you and runs out of the front door. Making you shocked. You couldn't take it anymore. You were always patient waiting for him at home. You never knew if he even had a job.

You quickly grabbed your jacket and ran out the door with your phone and keys. You ran down the stairs quickly.

When you were out, it was all freezing and cold. It was December again. The month you loved so much, because of Kris's proposal for you to be his girlfriend.

You quickly ran everywhere. Not even caring if you bumped into a lot of people. Making them scream at you.

You ran to the near park, then to stores that were also close to the apartment. You just ran everywhere, looking all around you to find a tall blonde guy.

You kept on running, until you were at the place with crowded people. Thousands of stores. You started walking a bit, to catch your breathe.

Turning around, then back. Then looking to your left, and your right. You couldn't find him. Until you finally spot him walking towards you.

You were about to run up to him, until you notice a smile that he had. A smile that he never gave you in a million years.

You slowly approached him and your eyes widen quickly figuring out why he was smiling so happily.

Kris was walking hand in hand with another girl. Laughing and smiling happily. Just seeing that you heart ache. It felt like a million knives just stabbed your heart. Tears were streaming down your face.

You couldn't take it anymore, seeing Kris cheating on you behind your back. So then you speed up your pace to meet them.

Finally when you approached them a bit, you stopped just staring at them with anger. After Kris stopped whispering to the girl he looked forward with wide eyes.

Seeing you in front of him, crying out your eyes. However the girl that was Kris just looks at you confused.

"How...how can you? After all the time we've been together you just go behind my back and cheat on me. Leaving me at home, just waiting for you to come home. How could you!?" You yelled with anger. Not even caring of causing drama in from of all these people that are just walking past by.

"Jessica it's not-" Kris was cut off from you slapping him hard.

"I should have known that this would happen in the beginning. I was so stupid for falling for you. I should have known that you were always a jerk. I loved you so much the time we spent together and you just do this to me! I thought you loved me too! I thought the times you were pissed off was because of fucking stress!!! However it was because you were going around flirting with other girls, while there a fucking girl at home waiting for your fucking ass to come home!!!" You yelled out with more tears streaming down your face.

"Fine! I did cheat on you. You know why. Because I never felt that spark that we used to have when we were together!" Kris yelled back. Your eyes just widen.

"Fine, whatever. I hope you fun with her. I really regret falling for a jerk like you!" You ran back home in tears.

Kris's heart ache, seeing you in tears. Because he has been busy, he thought that spark was gone. However it was always there. He just didn't make time to be with you, to understand that he still loved you. He thought everything was gone, however it was there.

"Kris, you've been two timing me?" The girl that Kris was dating

Kris didn't respond back though. He was still frozen in the spot, knowing now that he had always loved you. Just that he has been to busy.

"You two timing jerk!" The girl yelled and slapped Kris. She walked away angrily with tears.

When you arrived at your apartment. You quickly went into your room and yank out a small suitcase. You quickly started shoving your clothes inside, not caring if it wasn't neat.

After packing you clothes, you were about to walk out when you saw the pictures that showed how happy you and Kris were together.

You still couldn't believe why Kris would do that. You loved him so much, however he was a fake. You couldn't bare with your hurt feelings, so you quickly threw everything on the floor. Making picture frames break. Glass shattering.

"AH!" You yelp in pain from getting cut from the glass. You just stood there crying. After a little while, you grabbed your suitcase and headed towards the door.

Right when you were in the living room, the door opened slowly. You looked up to lock gazes with Kris. You just wipe away your tear and keep on walking.

"Wait, Jessica." Kris blocked your way.

"Get away from me!" You pushed him. However he still kept his balance.

"Let me explain." Kris said depressingly.

"You don't have to. I already heard everything." You pushed Kris one more time, with all your force. Finally he moved out of your way. But he wasn't going to give up.

He quickly grabbed your wrist before you can even walk out the door.

"Jessica." Kris whined. You just turn back and look at him.

"Go ahead explain!" You yelled. Kris slowly let go of your wrist and hang his head.

"Mianhae, neomu mianhae. I thought that the spark that we used to have was gone. I really wanted it back, however I couldn't find it. So then I did that. I cheated to find the spark again. However I still couldn't find it. So then I just kept on trying. Until then I found out that it was still here. It was you who still made my heart race quickly." Kris lifted up his head to lock eye contact with you.

However you just give him a disgusted look.

"Done." You were about to walk out the door, until Kris grabbed your wrist again.

"Please, baby. Give me one more chance. I promise I'll make it up to you." Kris plead.

"Let me ask you something." You looked at Kris with anger and sadness in your eyes.

"Anything." Kris sadly smiled.

"When you throw a glass plate onto a floor, it breaks right? But when you put it together, will it be the same. No it won't. That's how my heart it like right now. Even though you fix it, it won't be the same." You yanked your wrist back and walked away leaving Kris in tears.

Kris just slams the door loudly and leans against the door. He slowly slides down and sits onto the floor with more tears streaming down his face.

He now knows how you feel about him started ignoring you. Giving you cold answers. Hatred. His heart ached even more remembering how you told her that you would love her forever. But then he broke that promise.

On the other hand, you ran all the way home. You quickly knocked on the door waiting for your parent's t answer.

"Oh, Sooyoun-ah." Your omma said happily seeing you. You just let go of your suitcase and crash into your omma's embrace. "Sooyoun-ah, what happened?" Your omma said in a very concern voice.

"Oh, Sooyoun. Gwaenchana?" You heard your appa voice. You never responded though. You were crying too much.

"Sooyoun, talk to omma. What happened?" You omma now said in a serious tone while pushing you a bit away from her so she can see your face. You slowly look up to her with your hurt eyes. Your omma's eyes widen.

"What happened?" Your appa asked in a soft caring voice.

"He...he che...cheated...on...on me." You finally said something. Both of your parent's just gasp.

"Why would he? I thought he said that he will always love you and only you." Your omma pulled you back into her embrace. While your appa was just patting your back.

"I think you need some rest honey. Let's go." Your appa carried your suitcase, while your omma was still trying to comfort you to stop crying.

"Do you want something to eat?" Your omma looked at you worried.

"Ani, gwaenchana omma. I probably just need some rest." You said with small tears.

"We'll be downstairs if you need us." Your appa kissed your forehead. You just nod your head lightly.

After they left, you laid down. Crying more. Wishing that you had never fell for Kris. Wishing that you can just turn back the time, of meeting Kris for the first time. After a while you slowly drifted off to sleep.

Kris was still in the position. Sitting at the door, crying. Finally he stopped and slowly stood up. He slowly walked to your and his room. He opened the door and one step inside he heard the glass crack.

He turned on the light and saw the pictures on the floor, with the glass scattered. Kris slowly reached down and picked up a picture. He turned it over to see you and him smiling happily.

Then he grabbed another one to see you and Kris drinking bubble tea. Tears started forming in his eyes again. Every picture he picked up from the floor, made more tears flow down his cheeks.

He slowly moved over to the bed. He slid down on the side of the bed and stared at the pictures.

"I don't deserve a girl like you. You deserve a guy who is better then me." Kris sadly said to himself.

***Next Day***

You slowly woke up from the sunlight showering your small room. You slowly got out of bed and walked over to the mirror. One glance in the mirror and your eyes widen.

Your eyes were all red and puffy. You just slowly touch your eyes.

"I should never shed a tear for a guy. For a mean jerk like him." You mumbled out.

"Sooyoun-ah?" Your omma knocked on the door while peeking her head inside the room.

"Ne." You turned around and looked at your omma.

"Kris dropped these off. With a note." Your omma set down a box on your bed. You just stare at it. "I'll be leaving now. You should probably read the note. Maybe it's important." Your omma sadly smiled.

You slowly walked towards the box after your omma closed the door quietly. You sat down next to the box and opened the cover. Your eyes widen to see all the things that Kris bought for you. Every little memory was in the gifts.

Your eyes started tearing up again. You reached your hand in touching all the gifts, looking to see what else Kris put in the box.

Then you found the note your omma was talking about. It was attached to a small box.

You slowly grabbed onto the box and took off the note. Then you opened it to take away your breathe. It was the couple ring that matched yours. Even though it doesn't make a heart like yours.

You slowly unfolded the note that Kris wrote.

~To: The girl that I don't deserve, Jung Sooyoun.~

I know that I did wrong. I know that you won't ever give me a chance anymore. But that's alright. I now know how you feel like when I always left you alone in the apartment. Lonely and depressed. I was...actually I am stupid for treating you like a nobody. I should have treated you better. I should have done what boyfriends do. Make time for you, make you live like there is no tomorrow, everything. However, because of my stupidness. I thought we didn't have the spark that I always loved. I changed, just because of my stupidness. I yelled at my precious baby. I acted cold towards you. If only I was smarter, I should have know that I was changing. However you were always smart. Always loved me even though I was cold towards you. If only I knew how sad you looked, how hurt you felt, how lonely you were. I would have never even been near another girl. And yes your right. I did have a beautiful perfect girl waiting for me at home. However I was just too blind and too dumb to know. For now on, I won't ever interfere with you again. I won't ever show up in front of you again. I hope you'll find someone who will love you better then me. Someone who will make time for you, someone who will love you so much better then me. I hope you find your new happiness. Someone who can be your reason to smile, someone who can your reason to laugh, someone who can make you happy everyday. Also thanks for being in my life Jessica. I'll try my best to move on. Even though you probably won't even care about me anymore. Your someone who is far too perfect for me. You deserve someone better, araseyo? A jerk like me is someone you shouldn't love. I just wanted to say this one last time, Saranghae Jung Sooyoun.

~From: The the person who doesn't deserve you, Wu Yi Fan~

You were pouring out your heart. You couldn't believe how hurt you felt from just reading a note. More and more tears streamed down your face. Seeing the hearts that Kris made when he asked you out.

You pulled out the hearts, to find a bouquet of dead flowers. You put the hearts aside and grab the dead bouquet.

After facing the bouquet to your face, something caught your eye. One of the flowers didn't die. You were confused why it didn't die when the others did.

So then you slowly reached to touch the petal if it was real. When you touched it your eyes widen. Your quickly looked at the note attached to the bouquet. Saying: 'I'll love you until the last flower dies.'

More tears started flowing down your cheeks. A small smiled appeared upon your face. Even though you were mad at Kris, you still loved him. No matter what, it would be useless to get him out of your head.

You quickly grabbed your jacket and ran downstairs.

"Sooyoun-ah where you going?" Your omma looked at you confused and worried.

"To go find Kris." You quickly put on your shoes.

"But he already left." Your appa said while looking straight into your eyes.

"He's probably at his house then." You grabbed the door knob to be stopped by your appa's voice.

"He left town. Well, out of state to be exact." Your heart just dropped hearing that. You slowly let go of the door knob and turn towards your parents.

"He...left." You said in soft voice, however your parents could still hear it. Since they nod their heads.

"Ever since, his appa past away. He took over his company. He went out of state for a meeting." Your appa said while sadly smiling at you.

"Why do you need to find him? Don't you hate him?" Your omma said while furrowing her eyebrows.

"Ani. Not anymore. After seeing the note and the fake flower that he gave me." You sat down on the stairs. Now wishing that you could have caught up to him earlier. More tears started falling down your cheeks.

"Sooyoun-ah, don't feel bad. Maybe when he comes back you can go tell him that you still love him." Your omma said while wrapping her arm around your shoulders.

"But what if he changed after he comes back. What if he doesn't have feelings for me anymore because he changed. He even said that he'll change." You said while covering your face with your hands.

Your omma just side hugs you tightly. After a while, your door bell rang.

"I better go upstairs." You said while standing up. You slowly turned around. Your appa opened the door and your eyes widen hearing his voice.

"Mianhamnida, I have to bother you guys again. But my omma was wondering if you guys had any medicine for headaches. Because she usually get headaches during flight." Kris said with a polite voice.

You quickly ran back down and crashed yourself into Kris's embrace. Kris was just standing there shocked.

"Seems, like she was too emotional reading your note." Your omma said with a small smile. Kris just wraps his arms around your petite body. However then make you stop hugging him.

"Mianhae. But I promised myself that I won't interfere in your life anymore." Kris weakly smiled. You just shake your head.

"Andwae. Please, please don't leave me." You hugged Kris again.

"But-" You quickly cut off Kris.

"Andwae! I don't want you to do that. Mianhae for all the words I said. Just don't leave me." You hugged Kris tightly. He just chuckles.

"But I thought you won't give me another chance." Kris cupped your face making you look at him with your teary eyes. You just shake your head. Kris smiles again and hugs you tightly.

"So, you still going to leave Mr. Wu?" Your appa said.

"Leave? I'm not going anywhere. I'm just going to go take care of my halmeoni." Your glared at your appa.

"But didn't you say that you were going out of state?" Your omma looked at Kris confused. While you also look at Kris curious what his answer is.

"Ani, only my omma is. I was on my way to take her to the airport but then my omma wanted someone medicine to relieve headaches when she's on the plane. And we were about to pass your place, until my omma asked me to just ask you guys instead of buying. Then I'm just going to go stay over at my halmeoni's house." Kris chuckled.

"Ah, that's what you meant." Your appa laughed. You were still hugging Kris. You didn't even remember.

"So do you want to go with me or just hug me and don't let me go anywhere?" You looked up at Kris furrowing your eyebrows.

"Honey, your hugging him like a monkey would hug a tree." Your omma chuckled. You quickly let go.

"Mianhae." You were blushing.

"So what's your decision? Wanna go with me to my halmeoni's house?" Kris looked at you with his angelic smile.

"Mm." You nod your head and return the smile.

"Since, you didn't unpack your clothes yet. Just bring the same suitcase." Your appa smiled. You just nod your head and grab Kris's hand. You quickly lead him upstairs to your room.

"What's wrong, you totally dragged me away from your parents?" Kris chuckled a bit. You quickly let go of his hand and grab the box with the matching ring.

"This." You handed him the ring. "So people know that you have someone, and that I know that you still love me." You looked up at him with a smile. He just chuckles and reaches out his hand.

"Put it on." He looked at you. You open the box and take out the ring. Then you slowly put the ring on Kris's ring finger.

"I feel like we're getting married. Exchanging rings." Kris said while hugging you. You just giggle.

"Should we leave now?" You said while getting out of his embrace.

"Mm." He grabbed your suitcase. You were following behind while holding onto his hand. "Wait, I forgot something." He turned around and looked at you.

"What-" Before you could even finish, Kris crashed his lips into yours. You both kissed passionately. Until then Kris broke the kiss.

"That." He smiled happily while you just blush.

After taking Kris's omma to the airport, you and Kris went to Kris's grandma's house. Because she was sick. At first his grandma thought you both were already married, so she kept asking when you will give her a grandchild. Making you and Kris blush hard.

However then Kris would whisper to his grandma, telling her something that you didn't know. Because it he said it in Chinese.

"Nai nai, Not yet. I'm going to propose to her on Christmas Eve. Then we'll give you your grandchild."

Notes

OMG!!!!! I just really wanted to right a squeal for this fanfic. It was killing me. But anyways thanks for reading this story of mine. Sorry if it was boring at times, but still I hoped you guys like it. I'm writing a story right now. So I hope you read that one too!!!!

~Noreul Saranghae!~

Comments

Oh my gosh, this story made me cry so hard :( It was so cute! Loved it so much >.< (p.s I literally couldn't stop reading, I am supposed to be sleeping rn its 4:00am, but i cant, it's too addicting!)

Kpop_is_life Kpop_is_life
5/17/17

@Mumu
Thanks!!!~ Damn your amazing!!!!~

babo_sarang1 babo_sarang1
12/22/14

@babo_sarang1
ofc

Mumu Mumu
12/22/14

@Mumu
Thanks for reading!!!~ Please support me on my on-going fanfic

babo_sarang1 babo_sarang1
12/22/14

AHHHHHHHHHH LOVE THIS STORY

Mumu Mumu
12/22/14