~I'm In Love With My Enemy~

~Your POV~
I opened my eyes slowly because of the sunlight through the big window. I adjusted myself a bit and looked towards the window to see Baekhyun still sleeping, so then I looked towards to see Kris gripping my hand tightly. Looks like his neck is going to hurt since he is so tall. I slowly reach up my hand and lightly moved my fingers through his hair.

~Kris's POV~
I slowly opened my eyes to something touching me then I saw Jessica looking at me.
"Mwuh?" I sat up while rubbing my eyes. Right when I did my neck started hurting like shit. "Ah." I grab my neck and pop it a little. But it still hurt when I popped it.
"Here let me help you." Jessica slowly got up and waved her hand at me to come closer to her. So I did. I leaned closer however Jessica still said that I was still far. So then I just got up and sat on the edge of the bed. When I sat down I felt her delicate hands on my shoulders. He was like massaging my neck and shoulders for me.
"Aren't you tired though, why are you doing this for me." I asked with a concern voice.
"Aniya, gwaenchana. You stayed by my side and helped me a lot. I'm really happy to know you Kris. Gomawo for everything." I glanced over my shoulder to see a smile. I just turn back and smile without noticing. After a while my neck and shoulders felt better, I felt more relaxed. I was about to get off the bed until I felt a head on my shoulder. Then arms went around my waist. I was shocked to notice that Jessica was back hugging me right now. I glanced over my shoulder to see what was wrong with Jessica. Then I felt tears wetting my shirt.
"Jessica what's wrong?" I was about to turn around when she didn't let me.
"Gomawo for always being there and for protecting me. Gomawo Wu Yi Fan." I heard her sad voice. I quickly turn around and hug her tightly.
"Gwaenchana, I made a promise to always protect you no matter what. I will always be there for you when you need someone." I hugged her tighter so she felt safe.

~Your POV~
When he hugged me tighter, I felt really warm and safe. I also felt my heart beating faster and faster. Like I wanted to stay in his embrace forever. However of course I know that he doesn't have feelings for me. Well at least I can't because I know he has another girl.

~Flashback~
When I was looking for my phone in Kris's room but couldn't find it. So then I spot Kris's phone. I quickly grabbed it and turned it on so I can call my phone. Right when I turned it on I saw a picture of another girl. A very beautiful girl on his lock screen. I felt my heart ache in pain but I couldn't so anything. I just quickly put it back and run out his room with tears. I now know that he has someone else and that I can't fall for him.
~End of Flashback~

I just hug him back tighter. I felt my heart ache in pain again while thinking about the picture. I didn't want to let Kris go though. After a while of a really long hug I let go of him. However when I let go I felt broken for leaving him. Like I'm suppose to be by his side. But then he has someone else now, someone who can be by his side and comfort him when he needs to. Someone who can be the reason why he smiles. As for me, I'm just a friend to him now.
"You should probably go home now. You need to wash up." I said forcing out a smile.
"Araseyo, I'll be right back." I saw his smile disappear. I could help but let out tears. I quickly fold up my legs and cry while hugging my legs.
"I have to leave you, you have someone else now." I felt a hand on my shoulder I quickly look to see Baekhyun looking at me with tired eyes. Even though he is tired I can see the concern in his eyes.
"Gwaenchana? Why are you crying?" Baekhyun pulls me into a side hug.
"Gwaenchana, just a lot of things on my mind." I force out another smile and watch Baekhyun leave my room. Now it was just me. I quickly grabbed my clothes and changed. Then I walked to the front desk.
"Annyeonghaseyo, I would like to check out." I said with a small smile.
"Araseyo, what's your name miss?" The nurse lady said.
"Sooyoun Jung." I looked to see shocked eyes on the nurse.
"But your conditions are still so bad, you can't leave like this." The nurse stood up looking at me worried.
"Gwaenchana, I'm going to leave the states probably. I'll just go to there hospital." I slightly smiled.
"Araseyo." The nurse sat back down and did everything.
"How much?" I looked at her.
"Oh, you don't need to pay. Your boyfriend already paid for everything." She smiled brightly at me.
"Boyfriend?...Nugu?" I looked at her with a confused expression.
"Oh his name is Kris." She smiled once again. My eyes widen to hear that Kris paid for my hospital bills. I just bow my head and walk towards the doors. When I walked out the cold air blew up against my face. I quickly walk through the cold wind and reached my house. I opened the door to see no one. I quickly walk upstairs and pack up all my things. I wrote a quick small note for Seohyun then send a text to Luhan to always protect her and don't tell her about the text. I quickly walked out the house with a big jacket. I quickly grabbed a taxi and left somewhere else.

~Kris's POV~
I walked back to the hospital after washing up and changing my clothes. When I walked inside Jessica's room I saw a nurse cleaning it.
"Um, what happened to the patient staying here?" I looked at her confused.
"Oh, she already discharged." The nurse smiled and was about to walk out. I quickly stop her.
"Already discharged, when and where would she have gone?" I asked the nurse. SHe then turns to me.
"Well, about 8-10 minutes ago and I don't know where she's going. I asked her and all she said was that she's probably going out of state." The nurse bowed and left the room. I was just standing there shocked. Thinking why did she leave, is it because of me. I walked out of her room feeling lifeless and depressed, but mostly worried. She wasn't fully recovered. When I walked out I heard the guys laughing and talking.
"Oh, gege what's wrong?" Tao looked at me worried and confused.
"Oh, Jessica discharged." Baekhyun peeked in the room.
"Looks like she's not here. Hyung where is Jessica?" Chanyeol poked me. However I still stood there like apart of my life have just disappeared after one blink of an eye.
"Hyung!!!!!" Sehun shook me making me come back to reality.
"Ya, what's wrong with you and where's Jessica?" Suho looked at me confused.
"I don't know." I shook my head in disbelief that Jessica left by herself.
"We should go find her?" Xiumin quickly dashed out of the hospital with everyone following. However I slowly walked out and then remembered about calling her. So I quickly called her however her phone was turned off. So then I went to her house and saw the door opened. I quickly run inside however it was just the guys who were searching everywhere calling her name. I just slouch and walk closer to them.
"Ya, she's not home also." Kai said while pouting his face.
"I called Luhan to ask Seohyun about Sooyoun, but Seohyun wasn't with him. He said that she went to see her grandparents." D.O sat on the stairs.
"So then we called Seohyun and she said that Jessica wasn't with her." Lay said with a sad face. I was about to turn around until I bummed into someone. I looked to see Seohyun breathing hard.
"Seohyun?" I looked at her confused.
"Did you find Sooyoun? She can't just disappear like that." Seohyun said while catching her breathe.
"Aniya, she's no where to be found." I hang my head low. Seohyun then runs upstairs. After a while she came running back.
"She...she left a note." Seohyun said with tears streaming down her cheeks. I quickly grab the note out of her hands.

~You finally found the note I left in your room, by the time your reading this I'm probably already gone. Seohyun-ah, mianhae for leaving you once again. Jjinja mianhae. I just have a lot on my mind right now. I need to go to a place that helps relaxes me. I just right now, can't...I just need sometimes to relax. Seohyun please stay at Luhan oppa's house until I come back. I just don't know when I'll come back. But I am for sure to never leave you worried. So I wrote this letter. And you can't call me because I lost my phone somewhere. Mianhae one more time.~

My eyes widen and tears started falling down.
"Seohyun, do you by any chance know where Sooyoun would go to relax things off her mind?" I looked at Seohyun who was still crying.
"I don't know." Seohyun kept crying.
"Seohyun-ah." I grab her shoulders.
"You have to remember something, a place that she once took you and told you about the place." I looked straight into her eyes. Then her eyes widen.
"I remember her telling me about his one place." Seohyun looked at me. I just nod my head for her to continue talking. "She went to this garden place, like it's where she would go when she's depressed or stressed out." I bit my lower lip.
"Hurry tell me, before it gets too dark outside." I said in a worried tone.
"It's...it's...it's Cheongsando!" She yelled out. That's really far, good thing I know a short cut. I quickly run out of the house and hop in my car. I drove away concerning about Jessica.
"Just wait a little longer and I'll be there. I know you need someone right now." I said while racing down the road.

~Seohyun's POV~
Kris kept pressuring me to tell him where Jessica was. And when I told him he flew like the wind or like lighting. He must really love her, I can tell by the look in his eyes.
"Guys should we go too." I looked at them with a worried expression.
"No, let Kris go. He probably is dying inside right now." Chanyeol said while sitting down on the couch. I felt more tears coming. I quickly ran up to my room, because I hate crying in front of Luhan's friends.
"Should we call Luhan? We can't comfort her." Kai said.
"Yeah. She needs someone right now." Chen sat on the couch also. I just threw myself on my bed and kept crying and crying. I felt like I could have cried a whole river. I couldn't stop, Sooyoun said that she would never leave. But she broke that promise once again. She even got hurt because of me. After a while when my eyes were a red and buffy. I just laid there, my head in my pillow. I felt like I was going to disappear in the wind. Then I felt someone touch my shoulder. I didn't respond though, because I felt way too weak to even move a inch. So then the person pulled me up and I went straight to their embrace. I slowly look up to see Luhan slightly smiling at me. I couldn't help but cry again. He then hugs me tighter.
"Seohyun, don't worry. Kris is going to bring her back. And I know that for sure." I heard Luhan's comforting words which made me stop. He then moves me to look at me.
"Now stop crying my beautiful angel. Your eyes are becoming a demon. It's so red and you know that I hate seeing my angel's eyes not be pretty anymore." Luhan smiled and wiped my tears. I just smile back.
"Gomawo, for comforting me oppa." I smiled dumbly.
"Aish, my cute little angel is so adorable." Luhan chuckles.
"Mwuh?" I just push him playfully. Then he quickly pulls me closer to him. We both made eye contact.
"I'll make sure to protect you better. So you should pack up just in case." I just lightly nod. Then Luhan gives me a little peck on the cheek.
"Ya, trying to kiss my without me looking." I glared at Luhan, he just chuckles. Then he turns his face and taps his cheek.
"Give me one too." I just giggles and leaned closer. Right when I was about to kiss his cheek he quickly turn which made me kiss his lips instead.
"Mwuh?" I pouted.

"What? Just wanted a kiss from my angel." Luhan side hugs me by holding my waist with his arms. Then he was about to kiss me again until I covered my lips. "Fine, I give in." Luhan pouts at me.

"Araseyo." I move away my hand and he quickly kisses my lips again. I just push him away. "Ya!' I said while getting up. Then he back hugs me.
"araseyo, araseyo. I won't make my baby mad at me anymore." Luhan chuckles while kissing my head. I just smile and we stayed like that for a while. Then he turned me around. "I really hate seeing you hurt." I saw Luhan hang his head a little. "So please don't go somewhere that is out of my sight. I'll protect you with all my strength." I saw his slight smile. I just smile at him.
"Mm. Saranghae Luhan oppa." I said in a aegyo voice. However he was still hanging his head. So then I pulled him into my embrace, while his head was sitting on top of my shoulder.
"Luhan, please don't blame everything on yourself. Come on, I was stupid for doing those things that made you worry sick." I said with a small sniff. Then he pulled me away from him and we both made eye contact. We both looked into each other's eye deeply. He then leaned closer and closer. Then his soft lips touched mine. I kissed him back (of course because I can't resist his precious lips). After a while we were kissing passionately.

~Kris's POV~
When I finally reached Cheongsando, I quickly speed out my car and looked everywhere for Jessica. However I couldn't find her anywhere. So then I was walking and I saw that I was walking in a path and around me were tall flowers. It looked just like me dream. I walked in the flowers. As I walked more into the garden I saw the little place again. It had the three stone stacked and a small bench with a roof over it. I was walking closer and as I walked closer I saw a girl sitting there. I felt my heart beating faster as I walked closer. When I came super close to the girl I notice that it was Jessica sitting down with tears.
"Jessica." I said in a soft voice. Then I kneel down in front of her making her jump. "Gwaenchana, it's just me." Jessica looked very shocked to see me.
"Kr...Kris what are you doing here?" Jessica stood up quickly turning away from me.
I also stood up, but when I did I quickly pulled Jessica into a back hug.
"Because I worried about you, I was freaking the shit out when you were gone. I felt like my heart was stabbed when you left. I felt lifeless." A tear rolled down my cheek.
"What...what are you talking about? You have someone Kris. I can't love you, I made you really hurt. I almost made you die. Please Kris, go away from me." She cried out.

~Your POV~
So when I went to Cheongsando to help relieve some stress that I had in my head. Then I felt like i was in my dream, like my prince charming was going to save me. And then I saw someone kneel in front of me which freaking made me freak the shit out. However it was Kris.
"Kr...Kris what are you doing here?" I was shocked to see Kris really kneeling in front of me right now. I just quickly stand up and look away from Kris. Tears started forming in my eyes, however I held it back. Then he stood up and pulled me into a back hug.
"Because I worried about you, I was freaking the shit out when you were gone. I felt like my heart was stabbed when you left. I felt lifeless." I felt his tears on my shoulder. My eyes widen to hear what he said.
"What...what are you talking about? You have someone Kris. I can't love you, I made you really hurt. I almost made you die. Please Kris, go away from me." I couldn't hold the tears any longer. So I just let it out. I quickly throw his arms off of me and walk away crying out my sadness.
"Please, I don't have anyone else but you now. I have no one left." I turned around to see his tears.
"Yeah, you do. You have your mom and...and..." Kris cut me off.
"Omma...omma already left me. When you were still sleeping a nurse came to get me."

~Flashback~
(~Kris's POV~)
I was still watching tv, and was holding onto her hand tightly. I looked to see that it's already 10pm. And then the door slammed opened. I looked to see the nurse breathing hard.
"Is something wrong?" I stood up.
"Your...your mom...she...she's gone." the nurse said while catching her breathe while I was just standing there shocked.
"She couldn't, she was only in a coma." I told the nurse with tears.
"Ani, even though she was in a coma. She was still fighting to stay a live. I guess she...she just lost." I quickly ran out and ran to omma's room.
"Omma!" I walked in to see the white sheet covering her whole body. I slowly walked up to her. I moved the sheet away from her face and saw omma's pale face. She looked like she was sleeping peacefully. "Omma, andwae. Andwae. You can't just leave me. I...I have no one. Please don't go with appa. Jehbahl, jehbahl omma. JEHBAHL!!!!!!!!!! omma ileona, ILEONA!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed while shaking omma. "Jehbahl, jehbahl omma. Ileona, ileona. Wake up and hold me in your arms. Wake up and say that your happy to see me again. Omma! ILEONA!!!!!!!!!!" I fell on the floor crying my eyes out. "Omma, jehbahl. Open your eyes and look at me." I said in a weak voice.
"I'm sorry sir, but we have to move her to the freezer." A nurse said while putting her hand on my shoulder. I just stand up slowly and look at my mom one more time. I leaned down and kissed her forehead.
"Gomawo, for giving birth to me and for loving and taking care of me. Your the best omma that I would always remember. You will always be remembered and never forgotten. Saranghae omma, mianhae for not protecting you. Mianhae." I stood up straight and bowed to the nurse.
"Mianhae, for telling you the news. I felt my heart ache when I was telling you. But you still have your girlfriend. I hope you guys last forever." The nurse patted my back and left with my mom. I just fell on the floor again crying. I felt like my life was finally ruined. I felt like I have nothing else in life. However because there was one more person that I had in my heart. I must protect and love that person forever.
"Jessica, I will never let you go. I will always protect you from everything so that you can stay by my side forever." I said while getting up and walking back to Jessica's room.
~End of Flashback~

After hearing Kris say that his mother passed when I was still sleeping. I felt like I can't leave him now. I was about to pull Kris into my embrace until I stopped. He has that one girl. He suppose to only love her.
"Mianhae about your omma Kris. But I shouldn't be the one comforting you. You have a girlfriend already. You need her shoulder to cry on, not mine." I was about to leave until Kris grabbed my wrist.
"I don't have a girlfriend. What are you talking about?" Kris said in a sad voice.
"I saw your lock screen." I said with tears still rolling down my cheeks.
"Mwuh?" Kris made me look at him.
"When I was looking for my phone, I saw your phone. I grabbed it and I was going to call my phone. So I turned it on to see a girl as your lock screen. So I thought she must be your girlfriend." I said while pulling my hand back and looking away from him. He just chuckle.
"She's not my girlfriend, she's my sister that passed away when she was only 14 years old. Because she did suicide. Because I didn't protect well enough." My eyes widen to hear that.
"I didn't know you had a sister." I looked at Kris sadly.
"We never talked about her because we were trying to forget about everything in our past and move on." Kris said while hanging his head.
"Oh, mianhae. But why would a girl so young would do suicide?" I looked at Kris shocked.
"Because she was raped when she was walking back home. Because I was in the states." I look to see Kris crying again.
"Really, she...she was raped. Kris i'm so sorry." I said while thinking about that.
"It was the same guy who came after you. He kidnapped my sister then raped her then left her on the streets. When I was coming back I saw something lying on the floor bleeding. When I looked at it closely, it was...it was my precious sister dying right there in front of my eyes from cute, bruises." I heard the heart shattering in Kris's voice. "That's why I must protect you, I can't let you do the same thing. I just can't bare seeing the people I love kill themselves or getting killed. I right now don't have anyone. However if you ran away because of me, then mianhae for everything I did. I'm...I will just leave you alone. You can come back when your better." After he finished talking he left right before my eyes. The only man that I loved left hurt because of the memories I brought up and because I made him like that. I felt my heart shatter seeing him cry.
"Mianhae Kris, jjinja mianhae." More tears flowed down my cheeks.

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