~I'm In Love With My Enemy~

***Fews Weeks Later***

~Your POV~
Since a few weeks passed, I used all those weeks just to forget about Kris. But it's so hard. Why is it so hard. Kris is not the one for me. I know that for sure. Even when I go to school, whenever I see him in the hallways my heart beats so fast. I like freak the shit out when I see him now. And that now I work at the cafe with Kris, it became harder because I have to talk to Kris. So I decided to quit. It sucked because Xiumin taught me everything and I just quit. I had to forget about Kris. Because he already has someone, and I know that.

***Flashback***
I went up to Kris's room to find my phone. But it wasn't there so I kept looking until I saw Kris's phone on the table. So I quickly grabbed it and unlocked his phone to see this one girl on it. I felt like my heart stopped right when I saw that picture. I didn't know what to do and why it did that. I quickly turn it off and set it back on the table. I felt like I wanted to burst in tears for some reason. I'm not even dating Kris though, so why am I so sad about it. I just wanted to throw his phone when I saw the picture of the girl. She probably was Kris's girlfriend. But Kris never talked about her. He probably didn't want to or the guys would start bothering him about her. I felt my heart break into pieces or like I was stabbed. I have Kris as my screensaver and I thought Kris would have me as his screensaver, but I guess not. I felt a small tear roll down my cheek. I quickly wipe it and walk to his bed. I peeked open the door and saw him sleeping there, peacefully. He's probably thinking about her right now huh.

***End of Flashback***

Now I work at the frozen yogurt store. It's actually really fun, everyone is so nice and kind. This one time when I was working this guy came up to me and he was totally flirting. Because he kept saying "I lost my number can I have your's." Like seriously, stupidest flirt ever.

***School***

When we came back to school from our weekends, class changed. Like the seats changed and plus we have examines. So now I'm studying harder now. I don't even talk to anyone except for Seohyun of course. Omma and appa didn't even come back yet. Like are they really not going to come back for Christmas. I always wonder if anyone told Kris about his parents, I would always go visit Kris's mom for some reason. Like I felt like I should always visit her, and I do. I was walking to my third class and saw Kris walking my way. I quickly turn so he doesn't see me. I start walking faster. However Chanyeol and Kai were in front of me. So I quickly turned around adn started walking the same way I came from. And yes, I stopped talking to exo also. Even when they try to talk to me in class I ignore them. I felt like I pushed everyone out of my life. I sat down in class next to the window and my phone started vibrating. I quickly looked to see a text form a number I never seen before. Yes, I even changed my phone. I unlocked my phone and my eyes widen.
"Ya, why don't you talk to us anymore?Do you hate us? - Baekhyun"
How did he get my number? Did Seohyun give it to him?
"I'm sorry but I don't know you."
I quickly turn off my phone and set it on the desk.
"Ya! don't lie you babo!" I heard someone yelling while coming inside the classroom and it was Baekhyun. I quickly put in my buds and look out the window. 'Gwaenchana Jessica, just ignore them. Wait do they even have this class?' I said in my head while listening to music. Then I heard Baekhyun calling out for me. He yelled louder and louder. Good thing my headphones were in. Then someone pulled my right side out. I turn to see Kai glaring at me. I quickly put it back and turn around. Then Kai grabbed my wrist and dragged me outside.
"Mwuh!?" I pull my hand back and turn around to walk away until Kai grabbed my arm.
"Ya! What the hell is wrong with you? Why are you ignoring all of us now?" Kai yelled at me. I just took off his hand and walk back. I felt like tears were going to flow down, but I held it in. When class ended I would walk around, sometimes I would even ignore Seohyun. I feel like I changed a lot because I was trying to forget Kris.

***Off Hour***

I walked around school, and went to the art class. No one had that class on my off hour. I even left Seohyun by herself on our off hour. For some reason I really like being alone now. I don't even talk anymore. Sometimes I would feel like I don't remember to talk. I sat down at the window and stared outside. I just looked around and saw a painting covered with a cloth. I walked to it biting my lower lip. I lift up the cloth and my eyes widen. It was me, a drawing of me.

Then I looked at the lower left to see a small quote. I lean down closer and I felt my heart drop.
~You never realize how much you love someone, until their gone.~
You felt a tear roll down your cheek, then under the quote was -Kris. I just felt like I was going to faint right there, right at that moment.
"Kris just drew me and he actually loved me too." I felt more tears coming. I quickly cover it again and grab my bag. I walk out of the room in tears. Right when I stepped out my phone rang. I looked to see an unknown number. I quickly answer it.
"Ya, why did you change your phone and not tell omma!" Omma screamed from the other line. I quickly wipe my tears and smile.
"Oh, mianhae omma, I just forgot because you guys never even cared to call me back." I just giggle at the end.
"So how's my beautiful baby doing?" I heard appa's voice.
"Oh, appa bogoshipo." I whined while walking through the hallways.
"Jeodohyo." I heard my dad trying to make an aegyo.
"Ya, your aegyo's are so bad." I laughed a bit.
"Ya, that's not nice, I'm not talking to you anymore." I heard appa pout.
"Appa~" I said with an aegyo.
"Aish, I always give in to you." I just laugh and jump up and down. "Appa, when are you guys ever coming back home. I really want to see you guys again and did you guys know what happened to Kris's parents?" I stood at the door looking outside.
"Nugu? Kris?" I bit my lower lip forgetting they don't know that Yi Fan is called Kris at school.
"Oh, I meant Yi Fan, Wu Yi Fan." I just smiled bitterly through the phone.
"Oh, ani, why something bad happened?" Omma's voice was back.
"Mm, the police called me saying that his mom was in a coma and his dad passed away." I said with a sad sigh.
"Mwuh rah goo?" I heard someone behind me. I quickly turn around to see Kris staring at me with tears in his eyes.
"Jeongmallo, oh that poor baby." Omma says through the other line. I was just frozen.
"My parents...what happened to them?" A tear fell down his left eye. I felt really bad.
"Omma, appa, I'll call you later I'm at school." I quickly turn off the phone and look at Kris one more time.
"Tell me? What happened!?" Kris yelled. I just flinch and look to the floor. Then Kris pins me to the wall. "Tell me!!!!!!!!!!" I looked up at Kris who was now crying out more tears.
"The police called me when that incident happened with Seohyun and Luhan. They said that your omma is in a coma and your dad died. Be...because of a plane crash. They were on their way to China and the plane crashed." I watch Kris fall onto the ground.
"And no one told me." Kris said while crying more.
"The guys didn't tell you?" I slid down looking at Kris.
"We didn't tell him because you said to us that you will tell him when he wakes up. No matter what you were going to be there for him and tell him everything. But you left him." Kai glared at me. I just stood up after Kris stood up.
"Kris, I...I thought..." I grabbed onto his arm. Right when I did he threw my hand off him with a lot of force.
"What after telling me just now, your going to comfort me after leaving me!" Kris stared at me with anger and sadness.
"Kris, I was...I..." Kris cut me off.
"Ani! Just stay away from me forever. I don't want you in my life anymore! Do you know how hurtful it was when I didn't see you when I woke up. Usually I thought you would worry abut me, but fuck this. You never cared about me an inch." Kris turns around. Tears started coming out of my eyes.
"Kris..." I said in a soft voice.I just dropped down and cried more looking at Kris walking away from me.
"I told you, if he looks for you then that means he loves you. And guess what he looked for you right when he woke up. He was so worried about you." Suho walked passed me. Then the others walked passed me. I just sat there crying.
"Andwae." I stood up.
"Mwuh?" Suho looks back while the others does too.
"You said is he looks for me then he loves me right? But guess what he never did, because if he really did he would have came to my house. So it was him who forgot about me. That's why I ignored him. I really thought that he loved me but at the same time I felt my love for him fading away. He never came for me. I even waited, because for some reason my heart couldn't leave him." I roll my eyes while tears kept following down. I slowly turned around and started walking away from them. Every step I took, I felt more tears coming. I felt like I should have ran after Kris and hugged him tightly. But he wanted me to get out of his life. The school bell rang and I walked to my class. I sat down and a group of girls came my direction.
"Ya, why did you make Kris oppa cry you fucking bitch!" the girl my head. I just sat there and slowly turn to them.
"What are you going to do to me then? Beat me up, kill me, start hitting me with something hard?" The girls just chuckle and glare at me. I just stood up and walked outside. Then one of the girls tripped me. I felt and hit my head on the floor hard. I tried to get myself up but the girls started kicking me hard. I just curled up into a ball. 'Kris, mianhae. Mianhae. Neomu mianhae.' More tears came out, then I saw Kris with Chanyeol and Kai behind him Kris just stared at me and left. My heart totally got stabbed. My heart started hurting a lot. I slowly closed my eyes with tears.
"Let's stop, I think she became unconscious." All the girls ran leaving me lay there. Then I felt someone call my name. I couldn't tell who it was though. The next I opened my eyes and I was at the nurses office. I sat up and looked around.
"Sooyoun, what is happening to you right now? Why are you getting bullied, and it seems like you became more pale?" The nurse put her hand on my shoulder.
"Gwaenchana, you don't have to worry about me." I threw her hand off and stood up. I almost fell over until someone caught me. I looked up to see Kris. I quickly push him away from me. I was limping away.
"Ya, are you just going to let them bully you like that!?" Kris yelled. I just ignored him and kept walking. My legs felt so weak, so I held onto the wall. I almost fell again until Kris pulled my arm making me go into his embrace. I looked up with tears and saw his shocked eyes.
"Why would you care? Huh? Didn't you say that you wanted me out of your life?" I push Kris away from me. Then the bell rang and everyone crowded the hallway. I quickly walked to my next class holding the wall again.
"Sooyoun-ah, I actually still care. Even though I said that, I still can't get over you." I just kept walking while tears were rolling down my cheeks. "Sooyoun-ah!" He yelled out making everyone's attention on us. I just ignored him and kept walking. Then Kris walked up to me and he grabbed my arm. I quickly push him away.
"Can't you just get out of my life then!? Did you even think about finding me? I actually did wait, but instead I started thinking that it was stupid. I really thought that you liked me, how stupid I got thinking that." I wipe away my tears and just turn to keep walking. Kris quickly pulls my arm and I spin into his embrace. He held me tight and crashed his lips into mine before I could say anything. My eyes just widen, gasps and whispers started to get louder. I quickly push Kris away and smack him. He just looked at me shocked. "Mwuh? What you thought that I would come back after just doing that? Mwuh? I will never come back. You never thought about my feelings. I'm different form other girls. I would never fall for you that easily and I hope to never se you ever again!" I screamed out and ran away crying. I quickly wiped my lips. I ran outside and stopped under the big tree.
"Sooyoun-ah!" I heard Seohyun voice. I turn and Seohyun hugged me tightly. "What happened? Gwaenchana?" Seohyun looked at me worried.
"I just want to be alone right now Seohyun, can you leave me?" I sat down on the bench. I just covered my face with my hands.
"It's glad that I can hear your voice again Jessica." Seohyun patted my back and left. After a few hours I went to class. People kept whispering when I was in the hallways walking. Then i saw Kris in front of me. We both stopped and made eye contact. I quickly turn around and Kris grabbed my wrist. I just stopped but I didn't turn around.
"Mianhae for before, I really didn't think." I felt tears coming again. I just pulled my hand back and started walking. "I know that you probably hate me now and forever. But I really do mean sorry Sooyoun." I stop and look over my shoulder.
"I don't care anymore, I'm just going to put you in the past." I started walking again. Then Kris ran up to me and back hugged me. A tear dropped.
"Please, please I can't forget you." I take Kris arms off of me. I turn to look at him.
"You just yelled at me to stay out of your life, so I would respect that and leave you. You have someone else, you don't need me anymore. And plus you never liked or loved me, so why I ever stay in my past." I looked outside so I don't make eye contact unless I was going to cry.
"Well, can't you respect my decision now, is for you to stay. We can start new, can't we?" Kris makes me look at him with his hand on my cheek. I just shake my head in disappointment.
"Mianhae, but I don't think so. You probably only thinking that I would come back because you said that you want me to stay and start new. No Kris, why would I ever start new with someone that doesn't love me back. Isn't that one sided love, where I'm the only person who will love you while you just break my heart no loving me back." I moved Kris hand away from me face.
"Jessica, I..." I cut Kris off.
"No Kris, we probably were never meant to be together. Just go, leave and go find the person you actually love. And that person ain't me." I hugged Kris one more time and tears stared forming in my eyes. I quickly let go before he could hug me back. "That's for being there for me in the past." I bitterly smiled and walked away. More tears came. I just decided to ditch my other classes. I couldn't see Kris anymore. I don't know why he suddenly want me to stay after telling me to leave. He never loved me and he never came to find me when I was waiting for him. He did care but that doesn't mean that he would ever love me. When I reached home, I notice the house was ruined. I looked everywhere, upstairs, our rooms, everything was ruined badly. I walked back downstairs to see a note on the counter. I quickly grab it and read it.

~This is what you get for making my brother go to jail. You fucking slut, one day we probably come back. Just not now, just when it's the right time when your boyfriends leave you. Then we will come back for you fucking ass. Make sure to don't be so picky, araseyo.~

I just crumpled up the paper and threw it.
"Oh my god, Jessica what happened?" I looked up to see exo and Seohyun standing there.
"Did you do this?" Luhan looked at me worried. I shake my head and cry more. I pointed to the note I threw on the floor. Baekhyun picks it up and reads it. His eyes widen and gives the paper to the other guys. He comes to me and hugs me. After they all read it. I quickly stood up.
"Leave, everyone needs to leave, now. Luhan is it ok if Seohyun stays at your house?" I looked at Luhan. He just nods his head in confusion. "Seohyun go pack your things, you can't live here anymore."
"Jessica, I can't leave you like this. I can't leave." Seohyun hugs me. I hug her back tightly.
"You need to, in order to stay safe. I can't let this happen to you because of me. I need you to stay alive. Right now I have only you, I don't even know if my parents are even going to come back for me." I stop hugging Seohyun "Saranghae Seohyun-ah." I quickly push them out the house. I slammed the door and locked it with tears.
"We can't leave her, where's Kris?" Seohyun said with tears.
"Let's go to his house right now." All of them run to Kris's house. I slowly slid down the door crying.
"Awe, you did a good job pushing everyone who loved you away." a strange voice said in front of me. I quickly stand up and stare at them.
"What? Going to kill me now, then do it. No one's stopping you." I said looking straight at the 3 guys in front of me.
"Araseyo, no hesitation." He smirks then points a gun at me. I just stand there and stare at the guy. "Ready." He giggles, he slowly pulls the trigger.

~Kris's POV~
When I reached home, I felt like I was never meant to live. The one I loved, the one I only loved hated me because I was furious. It's because I thought about my parents. Why no one told me. I sat down at the couch thinking about Jessica. I felt like I should just die, so she wouldn't see me anymore. I lay back my head and shut my eyes. Then someone started knocking on my door like crazy. I quickly get up and open the door with force.
"Kris, Kris you need to go help Jessica. She's..." I quickly cut Seohyun off.
"She doesn't care about me anymore, she doesn't even want to see me. Why would I go help her?" I stared at Seohyun.
"Because the guy who shot you brother is coming after Jessica. Not that long ago, Jessica just kicked us out." Luhan grabbed my shoulder panting. Then we heard a gun shot. We all looked. I quickly put back on my shoes and we run towards Jessica's house. Then we saw some guys running out carrying guy and driving off. I quickly ran inside to see Jessica bleeding on the floor.
"Jessica!" I grabbed her into my arms. "Jessica! Wake...wake up!!" I was shaking her, tears started falling down my cheeks.
"Sooyoun-ah?" Seohyun dropped to the floor.
"Hurry call 911!!!" I shouted at the guys.
"I'll get my car, Seohyun and Luhan you guys stay here waiting for the police and explained everything." D.O ran outside and grabbed his car. I quickly pick up Jessica and run to D.O's car. When we got inside I saw Jessica's eye open a little.
"Jessica! Jessica stay with me. We're going to the hospital right now." I held Jessica tightly. She just looks up and me and slightly smile.
"Mi...mian...mianhae...Kr...Kris." She stuttered on her words. I just shake my head and hold her tightly. Then her head fell on top of my shoulder. My eyes widen with tears shedding down.
"Jessica. Jessica. Jessica!!!!" I was shaking her hard to see if she wakes up. "Hurry D.O!!!" D.O quickly stepped on it and we arrived at the hospital. I quickly open the door and carry Jesica inside.
"Help! I really need help right now!!!!" I shouted out as loud as I could. Nurses and doctors came running with a bed. I quickly put Jessica on the bed and run with them holding her hand tightly. "Jessica, you'll be ok." I said with a worried and scared tone. When we arrived at the operation room, the nurses pushed me back because I couldn't go in. I just dropped onto the chairs. Then D.O, Suho, Xiumin, Sehun, Baekhyun, and Chanyeol ran up to me.
"Ya, gwaenchana!?" Suho put his hand on my shoulder. I just looked up to them.
"It's because of me, it's all my fault. I should have protected her when I was told too. I should have stayed by her side no matter what." I hit my head and lean back. I rest my head on the wall with tears still rolling down.

***Few Hours Later***

The doctor came out and I quickly jumped up and ran to the doctor.
"Is...is Sooyoun alright?" I said while wiping my tears. The doctor sighed before he was going to talk.
"She's off the danger list now, however she looks like she's going to go in a coma. We still don't know that. We just have to wait and see if she will wake up tonight or tomorrow. But she if she doesn't that means she went into an a coma." The doctor patted my shoulder then walked off.
"Hey, let's go. Her room is 207. Just one room away from your mom's room Kris." Sehun grabbed my arm and we started running to Sooyoun's room. i opened the door to see Sooyoun sleeping their connected to machines. I slowly drag my feet towards her. More tears came running down my cheeks. I slowly reached out my hand and touched her cheek.
"Jessica, ileona." I moved closer to her. "Ileona Jessica." I just stood there staring at Jessica who is sleeping right there before my eyes.
"Well, try waking her up, so you don't have to wait too long for her." Xiumin pats my back. I just nod my head and sit down next to her.
"Jessica, ileona. Omma and appa might throw a tantrum if you don't wake up. Hurry and open your eyes." I held her hand tightly. The guys left, so it was just me and Jessica. "Jessica, please wake up, I need you really bad. I don't want you to leave me. I'm so stupid for not protecting you. I do love you Jessica, I do. I always have and I always do. Forever until I die, I will always love you Jessica. So please wake up so I can tell you, so I can hold you in my embrace. Please Jessica, wake up. I will always be waiting." I leaned down and kissed her lips while tears kept pouring out. I felt like she was really going to leave me. I wished I could turn back time when I yelled at her. So I could stop and just hug her tightly. So then she would leave me. I just kept crying kissing Jessica.

~Your POV~

***Dream***
I opened my eyes slowly and I was at the flower garden again. It was so beautiful and I loved the breeze. I slowly start walking until I looked up and saw the guy on his knees crying in his hands. I felt like my heart was in pain. I quickly start to walk towards the person.
"Please don't leave me, I need you Jessica. Ileona."
I stopped after hearing Kris's voice. I looked around me and saw no one. So then I looked at the guy again. I closely looked at him and notice that it was Kris. He was pouring out tears under the big tree. I slowly walk closer.
"Please, I'm so stupid for not protecting you. I do love you, I always have and I always will. So please wake up so I can tell you, so I can hold you in my embrace."
A tear dropped from my right eye. 'He said he loves me and he always have.' I smiled and started running closer to him.
"Kris! Kris!" I yelled out but he didn't look. He looked so close but so far away. I started running faster. "Kris, just wait. I'm almost there." When I finally reached I stopped and dropped on my knees. "Kris." I lifted up his head and saw his red puffy eyes. I quickly hug him tightly.
"You came back." I heard his voice.
"I wanted to, actually I needed to. Because I love you." I hugged Kris back tightly.
***End of Dream***

I open my eyes in shocked, I was breathing hard. I looked to the side to see Kris sleeping there holding my hand tightly. "I came back." I said in a whisper. I wanted to wake him up, so I was shaking my hand a little. "Kris, Kris ileona." I said in a soft voice. Then he slowly lifted up his head.
"Jessica, your awake." I saw his tear rolling down.
"Babo, wipe away your tears. I'm awake ain't I." I smiled with tears. Kris quickly kisses my forehead. How I missed his touch so badly. Then he pulled away and smiled in relief.
"I thought you were going to go in a coma." Kris's tears kept rolling down his face.
"Well, I didn't." I smiled and Kris leaned closer to me. I slowly closed my eyes and so did he. Our lips touched and that spark was still there. I kissed him back thinking that I made the wrong choice ever leaving him.

Notes

Aigoo, so sad...well hope you guys comment and subscribe below...and please wait for my next updates. Gomawo and saranghae!!!!!!!!