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Broken Many Times But Still End Up Loving You [DISCONTINUING!~]

I've Fallen For You


***Your POV***

“You do realize that it is fucking three in the morning.”
“Ne, mianhae, but I need you to do me a favor. Could you come and get me?”
“Mwoo?!”
“Long story, I will explain once you come get me. Jebahl, you wouldn’t want me to sleep outside right?”
“Arasseo, arasseo. Where are you?”
“At the gas station by my house.”
“Arasseo don’t go anywhere.”

Yes I didn’t put this part in but I walked all the way to the gas station. I didn’t want to be by that house. The last I want to do is go into that house with my dad still sucking faces with that slut. God, how come I never realized this. Maybe this is the reason my mom left. That stupid player, and I told myself that I was going to change him. Pshh like I can change a player like him. It was dark and the only light was the lamp post I was standing right next to. I kept looking at my phone until this red car parked in front of me out of nowhere.

“Hurry and get in, I can’t believe you snuck out and now you’re standing there alone. What if someone came and like kidnapped you?”
“Don’t worry too much. I know how to defend myself. And sorry for bothering you at such a time.”
“Might want to tell me the reason why I am here instead of my bed?”
“It’s my dad.”
“What did he do?”

I turned on the light in his car then turned to him showing the bruise on my right cheek. He didn’t look at it right away because he was still driving. When the light finally turned red he looked at it. He looked shocked.

“Is there anywhere else he hit you?”
“Ne, my stomach and part on my arm because I was trying to block off his kicks..”
“Gwenchana?”
“Nan gwenchana…” I was barely able to make out those words.
“You don’t sound okay.”
“Ani, I feel like I have always been lied to. I feel like everyone is keeping something from me. I feel like you too are keeping something from me. Even Eun Jung. I don’t think I can trust anyone in this world anymore.”
“You can trust people Yoona, it’s just that people don’t take you or your trust seriously. They just think you are still too young to understand.” Taemin said, while thinking to himself that Yoona was right, he was hiding something from her. But it was for her own good.

“That’s the problem, people don’t think I can handle the truth but they don’t know me.”
“Of course they don’t know you. Here let’s say that I was keeping something from you. Would you be able to handle it if I were to tell you?”
“Depending on what you are hiding from me.” I said while I looked at Taemin curiously.
“Let’s say that I was your long lost brother that you never knew about and not your cousin.”

I sat there. When he said that it didn’t sound like he was joking, it sounded like he was serious. Is there something he’s hiding from me?

“Taemin… Could I ask something?”
“Mm go ahead.”
“When you said, ‘Let’s say that I was your long lost brother that you never knew about and not your cousin,’ you didn’t say it in a tone that was meant to be joking but more in a serious tone. What was the meaning of that?” I looked over at Taemin when I said the last part. It took him a while until he answered.
“You are right, I am hiding something from you. But it was for a good reason. I didn’t want your dad to know. I was going to tell you later when I was going to take you out on my off day.”
“What is it?”
“I just told you when I set the example.”

I just sat there bewildered. Why didn’t he say anything before?

“How long?”
“Mwo?”
“I asked how long have you known and haven’t told me.” I said fuming up on the inside. But I didn’t let it show.
“When mom had you,. I have kept it up for 16 years now.”
“Why now, when you had all the time in those years to tell me?” I mumbled to myself. I couldn’t be any louder because it just hit me that, Taemin, the one that I was close to, was hiding things from me as well.

***Over To Eun Jung’s POV***

I was taking my sweet ass time to walk Yoona out to the car. I looked over at Yoona seeing her in deep thought. Guess she’s thinking about what I was talking to her dad about. Pshh, I wasn’t even trying to convince him. I was trying to warn him.

“Unnie you do know my dad is going to be mad if we keep him waiting.”
“I know, I am doing this on purpose.”
“What’s the point? It seems as though your “convincing” didn’t work.”
“I didn’t try to convince him.”
“Mwo?!!? What were you guys talking about then?”
“That if I take you to go anywhere and he interferes, I will chop off all his limbs.”
“Yah! Why did you say that?!”
“You know I hate him and you know that there will never be a day where I will like him.”
“But he’s a good guy. I can tell, I just need to-”
“You can’t do anything to change him! There is nothing left in him to change! He was bad from the start! Nothing can change anything about him, not even you! Just stop trying! And confront him of how a bad fucking father he is!”

She stood there shocked. Of course she would be shocked, I have never showed her this side of me. This side of me only shows up when I talk about thing I hate. How long would it take for her to realize that her father isn’t all that good and that deep down he was never a good guy.

“Just go, he’s probably furious right now.”
“Unnie I can change him, it just-”
“Don’t say it! If you think you can do it then go ahead. I won’t stop you neither will I help you with this.”

I turned and walked away. It’s best if you figured out yourself how bad of a father he is. I know everything. He even tried to go there with my mom. My parents almost got a divorce because of him. I went back up to the room and washed my face. This is going to be a long day. It’s not even one yet.

*Beep Beep*

My phone rang indicating a text. I picked up my phone and looked at it. It was from an unknown number saying ‘Hey, we’re outside your door.’ I wonder who it could be. I started towards the door then opened it. It was L.Joe and the rest of the group. O.O How do they know where I stayed?

“Hey, so you gonna let us in?” Changjo said.
“Huh? Oh, mianhae come in and make yourself at home.”

They all came in while their bodyguard stood outside. Well it wasn’t technically a bodyguard, it was probably one of their managers

“What brings you guys here?”
“We wanted to check up how things were going.” L.Joe said.
“But it seems as though she left.” Chunji said, hanging his head kinda sad.

We all looked over at him thinking if he had lost his mind.

“Yah. I think we have a lover over here.” Niel said while elbowing Chunji’s side.
“Ani, who said that? I was just worried that Eun Jung might be lonely without her.” Chunji said, blushing a little. I was the only one who saw him blush. Omo! I was freaking out on the inside. Chunji actually likes Yoona! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! No way! That’s so cute. They would make a cute couple.

“Eun Jung… Eun Jung. EUN JUNG!!”
“Huh? What I miss?”
“Stop day dreaming. Where is she?” Ricky asked while pouting.
“She left. Her dad found out she was here. That son of a bitch.” I mumbled the last part.
“Back to Seoul?”
“Ne, I think I am planning on going back today as well. There’s nothing here to do if she’s not here. Might as well go home.”
“We are leaving too, at six. You can come with us.” C.A.P said, he isn’t really the type to talk a lot.

Kinda surprised me when he finally spoke. I looked at everyone and they were like pleading me with their eyes to say yes. Everyone except Chunji. He seems to be out of it, thinking about something. I’ll ask him for sure if he was thinking about Yoona.

***Chunji’s POV***

Once Eun Jung said that she left, a piece of me like broke. Why am I feeling this when I just only met her? I can’t be falling for her already. It’s takes me a while to get comfortable with people I first meet. The guys even know that too, it took me about a week to get comfortable around them. But with Yoona is was like a snap. I even remembered her name. What the hell? Chunji, what is happening to you? I thought you never go for girls like that. If I’m falling for her like this then is she feeling the same? What am I talking about, she can’t. I bet she doesn’t want a guy whose famous. Aish, why is this bothering me so much. I can’t really fall for her already. I just met her, it would be saying I was a pervert falling for someone in just one day. The guys were talking while I was just deep in thought trying to figure out if I like her or not. My heart was like you pabo of course you like her and then my head was like you don’t like her. Love is so confusing. Even if we did like each other we can’t say anything about it. Or the media will find out and the fans will kill her once they get the chance. Ahhh, what am I going to do, I’m already falling for her and I am admitting it too.

“Chunji, snap out of it we have to go to a fan signing and then pack.”
“Oh, arasseo. Annyeong Eun Jung, see you at the airport.”
“Ne, annyeong.”

We went inside the building. This is the last thing we have to do before we leave and go back to Seoul. Fan signing. Two hours of this.

It was pretty fun signing autographs for the fans. We even got gifts from them. But during the signing I couldn’t get Yoona out of my mind. She kept on popping into my head every now and then. I tried not thinking about her, but I guess my heart thought it was a sin for not thinking about her. What is wrong with me? I have never fallen this low before. I still can’t believe I fell for her in such short amount of time.

“Hyung, hyung, HYUNG!!!”
“O-Oh mwo?”
“Gwenchana? You seem to be out of it today.” Ricky asked. Everyone was thinking the same, waiting for me to answer.
“Nan gwenchana. It’s nothing to worry about.”
“Guys I think it’s about Yoona.” C.A.P said.
“Ahhh has he already fallen for her?” L.Joe teased him.
“Yah! Ani, I am not thinking about her nor do I like her.”
“Hyung, stop lying. You’re a terrible liar. We could all see it. You’re in love, you just don’t want to admit it.” Changjo said.
“Ani, I’m not.”
“Aishhh whatever.” They all said.

I just ignored them and went back to thinking. I am falling for her, I just don’t want to admit it. If I do, she might have feelings for me. Aishh, nega michyeosseo! Nega michyeosseo!!! What am I going to do once we get back to school. I am going to see her everyday. But isn’t that a good thing. The thought of seeing her everyday made me smile.

“Look, he’s smiling, he’s totally thinking about Yoona.” L.Joe said.
“But he doesn’t have the guts to admit it. Tsk tsk tsk.” Niel said.

We finally made it to the apartment and all of us started packing. I finished first, all I had to do was shove everything into my suitcase. Easy as that, I have no clue why the others are not done yet. I was just sitting on the couch waiting for Niel to hurry up and finish.

“Niel-ah bballiwa, we don’t have time.” I lied we had like three hours.
“Yah. We have time, we have like three hours hyung. Why in such a hurry? Do you really want to see Yoona that bad?”
“Yah! Chugushippo?!”
“Ani, but hyung just admit it you like her and that’s that. No one is going to hurt you if you like her. You never know she might even like you back.”
“I am probably not on her mind at all anyways.” I mumbled to myself.
“Ahh, hyung, she might not be thinking about you because she has a lot of things going on. Seeing as that Eun Jung said her dad practically dragged her home.”
“True…”

Speaking of her dad dragging her home, why did he in the first place? Was she not suppose to be here? Is he one of those parents that stalker their kid 24/7? I’ll just have to ask Eun Jung that when we go get her.

“Hyung…”
“Mw-”

I didn’t even to get to finish my sentence, Niel poured cold water on me. Oooooh he just dug his own grave.

“Niel-ah get your ass back here, you are so dead.” I said while running after him in my now wet clothes.

***Back To Your POV***

We finally made it back to Taemin’s house and he is now putting more medicine on my bruises. He was very careful of not hurting me when he was putting on the medication. But then sometimes when he doesn’t put a lot of pressure it would still hurt.

“Gwenchana? I’m not hurting you right?”
“Nan gwenchana, you aren’t hurting me, it’s just hurts even if you touch it.”
“He kicks pretty hard then.”
“Yeah… Can we drop this? I don’t want to talk about him.”
“Mmm, mian for bringing him up.”
“Ani, it’s fine. Just don’t do it next time.”
“Well you’re all done, the guest room is open for you to sleep in. But if you don’t want to you can sleep in my room. I will take the couch and you can have the bed.”
“Thanks again Taemin. I’ll take the guest room.”
“Arasseo, I’ll see you in the morning.”
“Ne, goodnight.”

Taemin left for his room and I got off the counter. Now that I think about it I kinda feel bad for waking him up. Let’s just hope that he doesn’t have to work tomorrow. I was walked into the guest room and plopped onto the bed. And how much I regretted doing that. Owwww, my bruises hurt like hell. This is going to take a while for it to heal. I bet he’s still sucking faces with the chick. How I wish I could erase that from my head. But nooo, it’s been glued, taped, and sewed into my memory. I should have listened to Unnie. I wish she were here now so I can tell her everything and cry and have her comfort me.

***Now It’s Chunji’s POV***

“How dare you get me wet! These are my favorite clothes too.” I said while playfully punching Niel, who is now laying on the floor.
“Hyung, okay okay. Mianhae, I didn’t mean to, can you please get off me?”
“Promise you won’t do that again.”
“Arasseo, I promise. Now get off me.”

I got off of him and went back into the room and changed into something comfy:


***After A Couple Of Hours***

We were all getting ready to go to the airport. We already went to go get Eun Jung. Now she’s just sitting there with L.Joe. It’s pretty obvious that they were flirting with each other. Everyone was teasing them and Eun Jung kept blushing. I was in my own world. I was thinking about Yoona. How it would be like when the holidays were over and we go back to school? Will she still hang out with us or will she just pretend that we have never met? I hope she doesn’t pretend, I really want to talk to her and make a first good impression unlike the other one, where I was being a total jerk. Ahhh, Chunji, I can’t believe that I am telling myself this but I think I have fallen for her, and hard. Then I drifted off to sleep.

We made to the airport. Now it’s time for us to make it through the crowd of fans. Shit, we forgot to warn Eun Jung about this. Once we got inside the airport everyone started to crowd around us and that was when the managers got around us trying to keep the fans from touching us. I looked back to see Eun Jung handling it just fine. We made halfway through the airport until all of heard a slap. We all turned and saw who was on the floor and it shocked all of us.

Notes

Hey guys, mianhae for not updating in a while.
I blame it on school and my lazy self for not working on it. I am really school. I made this one longer than the others because I wanted to give you a longer update for me not updating because I was too lazy.
I hope you guys enjoy this update.

Comments

It's really sad that you're discontinuing this fanfic. But I'll be looking forward to your next fanfic :)

Klover22 Klover22
11/23/14

@Klover22
Mianhae jinja mianhae. I am really busy now. Since I am in an IB program I get more work than regular students. I am working on the next chapter. I might not be able to update in a while. I am really sorry. I didn't think I would have to work as much as I did last year for school.

Sparkles Sparkles
9/20/14

When will you update? T^T

Klover22 Klover22
9/18/14

@Klover22
I will try my very best to update as soon as possible. Its just that I have to get summer homework done and I get in trouble for no reason -.- which is kinda stupid. But I promise this next update it will be a triple update. And if I break that promise you can throw bricks at me

Sparkles Sparkles
8/6/14

When will you update? Please update soon

Klover22 Klover22
8/6/14