An Accident That Changed Your Whole Life

~Your POV~

It was 7 am in the morning and a loud knocking sound kept repeating. Becoming louder and louder each hit. Screaming and yelling could be heard from the other side of the door.

*Ugh!~ Who the fuck is it!?*

Finally forcing myself up from the non-stop banging on the door. I walked out of my room not even caring of what I'm wearing right now (I am wearing clothes though. Just a tank top with basketball shorts). Finally reaching the door, I opened to be tackled onto the cold hard floor.

"Och, that hurt." I muttered while trying to lift whatever's on me and seriously it feels like a damn elephant is on me.

*I probably should start working out.*

"Noona, I'm home!!!~" A deep voice yelled right in front of my face. I fully open my eyes to notice my damn dongsaeng on me.

"Ya!!~ Get the hell off me!!!~" I grumbled angrily. Hell yeah I was angry, he freaking woke me up from my beauty sleep.

"Hey~ I'm not that heavy.~" Junhong whined while (finally) getting off of me and helping me up. Again, he throws his arms around my petite frame hugging me tightly. "Noona, did you miss me!?~" He cutely said while snuggling his face in the crook of me neck.

"Yeah, yeah. I miss you too." I tiredly said, slowly dozing off again.

"Oh, noona these are my hyungs." Junhong then said letting me go, however keeping an arm around me shoulders. "This is Himchan hyung, Youngjae hyung, Daehyun hyung, Yongguk hyung, and Jonguppie!~ You remember Jongup right noona?~" Junhong beamed. I just lightly nodded my head.

"Um... yeah... annyeonghaseyo Choi Shinhye imnida." I bowed and slowly stood up. I then removed Junhong's arm and started walking towards my room again. However half way up the stairs Junhong quickly grabbed my arm pulling me back.

"Noona where you going?" He asked as if doesn't notice how dead I looked. I faked a smile then in my bored monotone voice I spoke.

"Back to bed." I rubbed my eyes tiredly.

"But noona, it's 8 already. Wake up.~" Junhong whined hugging my arm.

"Shireoyo!~" I whined also trying to escape Junhong's grip.

"Noona!~" He then said in a aegyo voice.

"Aish! Fine!" I pouted and yanked my arm back stomping upstairs to my room.

Right when I got in my room, I quickly went and shower. Loving the nice sweet strawberry cream fragrance. I quickly put on random clothes checking the time because, well I have work. I then ran downstairs and threw my arms around my adorable (absolutely tall) dongsaeng. Total mood change right there, don't judge I'm not on my hell week or anything. That's just how I am. *Shrugs*

"I'm so happy your home dork!~ Neomu bogoshipo!!!~" I shouted happily hugging Junhong tightly.

"Jeodohyo noona. But you know if you really love me, please make me food.~" He put both his hands together looking at me with puppy eyes.

"Araseyo, anything for my cute dongsaeng." I sang and lightly pinch his cheeks. "What's up Jongup-ah?" I then lightly punched Jongup's arm. He cheekily smiled at me.

"Thought you forgot me noona.~" He whined cutely. I chuckled and back-hugged him.

"Ay~ If I forgot then I won't be awesome anymore." I joked and patted his head. He just chuckled and continued eating strawberries. I turned to the rest of Junhong's group, surprised to know that my dongsaeng is a idol while I'm not. Funny right, people may think I'm not successful but I am.

"So, um again annyeonghaseyo and welcome to Junhong's home. Would you guys like something to eat?" I asked with my adorable eye smile (at least Junhong thinks it's adorable, I don't).

"Um, anything would be fine." If I remember right Yongguk (if that's his name) said that. I nodded and turned towards another.

"I really wanna try your pancakes.~ Zelo always whined about how he misses your pancakes, and it always makes me starve to taste them." Himchan, I think that's his name, said happily. Smiling at me with his eye smile. I just smile back and nodded.

"What about you two?" I asked however instead of the two Junhong's annoyed voice cut in.

"Just cook all of us pancakes noona!!!~ I'm dying here!!~" He whined resting his head on the table. I chuckled and ruffled his hair.

"Araseyo, araseyo." I chuckled and walked into the kitchen.

***

While I was cooking the pancakes, a hand out of no where came in contact with mine. I looked up alert to find a smiling Himchan next to me, his hand on mine.

"Here, let me help you." He softly spoke. I just nodded my head and pulled my hand quickly away. While Himchan and I were still cooking, Junhong decided to give the rest a tour around the house. I mean there's nothing special, so I guess whatever.

After looking around on the first floor, they all went upstairs and Junhong immediately ran to his room. Opening his door to a disappointment.

"Noona!~ Do you not love me anymore!!!?~" Junhong whined from upstairs walking in "his" room.

"I do, waeyo?" I shouted back.

"Then what happened to my room!~" He whine once more.

"Oh." I laughed. "I changed it to a storage room because I didn't think my favorite dongsaeng would come back and live with me. Mian dongsaeng-ah." I yelled at Junhong.

"Heol!!!~" He shouted back angrily. I chuckled and continued making the pancakes. "Noona! Noona! Noona! Who's this!!!?" Junhong came running into the kitchen holding a new skateboard.

"Oh that. I bought it for my dongsaeng's birthday but I remembered he didn't live with me anymore so I thought of giving it away. You want it?" I pretended to act as if he wasn't my dongsaeng.

"NOONA I LOVE YOU!!!!~" He quickly back-hugged me tightly. "I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you!!!!!!!!!!" He sang happily swaying back and forth. I was laughing trying my best to pull away from him.

"Araseyo, araseyo. Noona loves you too. Now get away from me, I'm cooking." I playfully smacked his arms. He giggled and ran off like a little kid.

***

Finally when the pancakes were done, I set the table and went towards the stairs yelling.

"Everything's ready!!! Come eat!!!" First to appear on the spot of none other than Junhong, then came along Jongup jumping happily towards the table. Along came the three (Daehyun, Youngjae, and Yongguk).

*One's missing.*

I shrugged and walked upstairs after giving them my sweet smile. Once I was upstairs, I went straight to my room. I had to get ready because of work. Once I opened my door I was welcomed by a stern figure in the middle of my room.

I took slow steps inside and about 5 foot steps away, the figure turned around, to my surprise there stood in front of me was Himchan. He sincerely smiled at me and walked over to me, pulling me into his broad chest.

His face snuggling into the crook of my neck. He took a deep breathe before saying three words that felt like a huge knife just stabbed right into my heart. "I missed you."

~Two Years Ago~

When I was still going to college, I dated the most sweetest man alive. Kim Himchan. He was the best boyfriend that I could ever ask for. He was my happiness, my light, my love.

However everything was slowly breaking apart, we were breaking apart. Himchan audition for TS Entertainment since they were auditioning. Some of his friends provoked him to do it, so he did.

I barely had time to be with him. He became more and more busy. Sometimes I doubt that he audition, that he just used that excuse to cheat on me. However I would always wipe that thought out of my head and think of the positives. I should be happy for him.

Soon our relationship ended. Himchan came and told me straight to my face that he wanted to break up. Why? Because he didn't want to have a long term relationship, that it's stupid for waiting. Because his feelings would just go away like the wind.

My heart shattered and I was left in the dark. My only light has left me.

~Back to now~

I was standing there still in Himchan's arms. No matter how much I want to hug him back. Yell at him and tell him I missed him. I just couldn't. I've changed, I'm a new women. A strong and better (without him) women.

Himchan slowly moved away from me, looking into my eyes. However they showed nothing.

"D-Don't you miss me too Shinhye-ah?" He stuttered scared of what my answer was going to be.

"Ani." I spoke with a motionless face, my voice stern.

"S-Shinhye-" A voice outside my room interrupted whatever Himchan was going to say.

"Hyung, where are you!!?" He shouted while walking. His steps coming closer and closer to my room.

"You should leave." I said in a soft voice. Himchan looked at me hurt before his hands dropped down beside him and dragged his feet past me. He took one last glance at me before he opened the door and walked out.

Once I heard the door click, I collapsed. I may have changed and all, but seeing him after such a really long time hurt me. It took my days, months to forget him. I slapped a hand over my mouth, shutting the noises that would try to escape my lips.

There I quietly sat in the middle of my room, balling my eyes.


*


"Noona?" I soft deep voice spoke from behind my door. I sniffled and stood up, roughly wiping away my tears.

"N-Ne?" My voice cracked. Quickly I cleared my throat and opened the door to reveal my little brother standing before me. He really did grow.

"You were crying?" He asked cupping my face and wiping away the remaining tears that I didn't wipe.

"A-Ani, I was just washing my face and the soap got into my eyes." I faked a smile.

"Oh.~" He quietly sighed and pulled me into his embrace. After a few seconds, he let's go and walks downstairs after giving a gentle smile. I returned the smile and quickly went to get ready for work.


*


Once I finished I quickly ran back downstairs and towards the door. I was late.

"Junhong-ah, you guys can stay as long as you guys want. Just lock the door when you guys leave, alright?" I then ran back with my high heels clicking the wooden floor. I grabbed my brother's head and pecked his forehead, ruffling Jongup's hair before running out the door.

"Bye guys! Have fun!~" You shouted and slammed the door.

"Damn, was that seriously your sister?" Youngjae asked speechless, still staring at the closed door.

"She's a true beauty." Daehyun smiled brightly.

"Drool all you want over her, but she'll never date any of you guys. She likes a gentlemen who can cook." Junhong said proudly.

"Well, seems like cooking school will start early." Daehyun joked while high-fiving Youngjae, both laughing.

"Mhm, yeah right." Junhong laughed. Himchan sat there with his hands curled up into hard solid fists. He didn't like what he heard from his dongsaengs. He bit his lower lip, trying his best not to show his emotions.

Notes

So guys here's the new edited 1st chapter!!!~ Hope you guys liked it and please wait on my other edit chapters!!! Love you guys!!!~