It's been a week since you talked to your best friend the longest that you've gone without talking to him in years.
He's been avoiding you since his friends asked you what you thought of him and didn't answer .For the last week the question hasn't left you alone. You get sick of the empty feeling in your chest so you get up and grab your purse and cell phone calling Seunghyun as you leave.
He doesn't answer the first few times but you're about to give up he answers.
"Hello," his voice sounds tired and adorable.
"Seunghyun we need to talk and I want to see you."
Hearing a barely auditable sigh on the other line your grip on the steering wheel of your car, "Alright but ____ be careful its raining pretty bad out."
"I'll be fine its not the rain that's gonna get me hurt."
You're words confused him to bad you were right.
Seunghyun stays up for another hour, but he gets annoyed when you don't show up.
His phone starts to ring and he answers to find out it's the hospital.
They tell him that you're in the hospital, because another car had run through a stop light and had run through a red light hitting your car. The other person is fine just a few scratches and nothing else well you're in a hospital bed lying unconscious.
Seunghyun races to the hospital as carefully as he can through the rain.
When he reaches the hospital he's standing there dripping wet as he asks the nurse manning the front desk where your room is. At first she was a pain and won't give him the number after a while she caves in. When he gets the number he races through the hospital hallways and opens your door in record time. The doctor was still in the room looking over your chart.
"Oh you must be her emergency contact?" the older man politely says.
Seunghyun numbly nods, "yeah," he barely managed to say as he stared at your pale and lifeless looking body.
He had never seen you look so frail looking even when you were ill growing up.
The doctor steps in front of Seunghyun blocking off his view of you as he filled Seunghyun in on your condition and slowly Seunghyun loses color and barely can stand.He walks over to the closest chair which ends up being the one at the foot of your bed.
"I'm sorry but the odds are still in her favor. You should be happy from the brain scans we saw no trauma so let's pray that that's how it stays. I trust that you can tell everyone she knows and fill them in on her condition."
Again Seunghyun numbly nods as he looks over at you. Pulling out his phone he took turns calling everyone and telling them what happened.
It's been a week and a half since the accident and your condition has yet to change. Everyday Seunghyun stays by your side waiting for you to wake-up.
Today though is different he has to go back to his band even though they told him he didn't' have to.
Before he leaves he leans over and kisses your forehead and whispers, "I love you."
Something he has done every time he'd take care of you since you were kids and every time you never remembered.
Before he leaves Hongki calls him, "We're not having practice today and the guys and I are dropping by the hospital. See you in a few."
He hangs up and Seunghyun glares at his phone.
When they reach the hospital they drop the bag into their friends lap and make him go change.
When he comes out they ask, "Has anyone else come to see her?"
He shakes his head, "No, but a few of them sent flowers and gifts and that. It makes me angry though she has done so much for everyone and well she's laying in a hospital bed and may die no one makes an effort to come visit her."
Jonghun gibbs slaps his younger friend, "Stop thinking like that listen to the doctors they know what they're talking about. It's only been a week and a half so calm down and think positively."
Seunghyun looks away from them and back at you, "I know it's just how can I its because of me that she was out there in the first place."
You start to regain conscious you and when you hear your best friend say that you try to say something but nothing comes out. You feel fingers holding your own so when you look down to see his hand in yours you squeeze it and he squeezes it back.
No one notices that you're awake so you try to speak but nothing escapes except a hissing sound.
Seunghyun's head is still on the bed as you try again you manage to croak out, "Seung."
His head pops up and so does everyone else's as they look at you smiles break across their faces.
"We're going to get the doctor," Seung's friends run out of the room excited to see your awake.
Seung looks at you and smiles as a few tears escapes.
You want to lean up and wipe them away, but your limbs are to stiff to even try.
"Seunghyun," you say again your voice sounding dry and creakly.
He looks up at you and smiles, "I'm going to get you some water." He comes back a bit later with a small glass, "here."
He helps you pull your head up as you take greedy gulps.
When you feel like you can speak you say, "Seunghyun, I'm sorry."
He shakes his head, "No, I should be the one saying that I'm and idiot and a jerk I should have avoided you after they asked you that question."
You shake your head again, "No, I should have realized this a long time ago that I love you more than anyone could love another."
He smiles at you, "I'm glad because I feel the same way, but you should go back to sleep."
You shake your head and move over. Laughing he climbs on top of your covers and pulls you close to him.
"Now go to sleep when you wake up we'll talk about going out on a date when you get out of here."
Nodding into his chest you close your eyes and listen to his breathing.
Secretly watching outside his friends are laughing and video recoding the whole transaction.

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