Bestfriend to Lover?

Sungrin POV
I heard Hoseok voice, scream for my name “Sungrin, open your eyes…” he was crying? “Please save her Dr. Lee” he said. I couldn’t open my eyes it is so heavy. I heard Dr. Lee said “Hurry take her to the room now!”. Everything seems like chaos out there. The sound of siren, the heart rate machine, people keep talking, I really want to see Hoseok’s face for the last time but I can't see him “Ahh so my time has come I guess” I talked to myself calmly. Everything is blurry and then I couldn’t hear anything else, I just want to close my eyes right now. Everything became so dark right here, so this is how it feels like… To die…

Hoseok POV
I can’t believe my eye, she just fall in front of me just like that, is this a dream? Please tell me this is just another nightmare. We were confessed to each other but suddenly everything just gone. I was wondering why I really want to meet her since last night, it’s like she was calling for me. Now I know there is something wrong since we didn’t meet each other. “Darn Hoseok you should notices it from that day, you such a fool” I talked to myself.
I was sitting in front of the emergency room. I lost my mind, what happening just now? Suddenly Dr. Lee come to me “Here, it’s for you Hoseok” Dr. Lee hand me something “She said she want you to have this if something happen to her” I was so speechless, and then Dr. Lee rushed to the operation room. I was space out and wondering what inside of the envelope. I opened it. There is some kind of document, banking detail, her seal, café’s key, and a letter. “What was all of this for?” I confused. I take the letter and opened it.

To Hoseok,

Hi there I guess when you received this letter that meant maybe I were no longer stay in this world. I would like to tell you a little secret. Here we go…. I like you so much, I want to tell you before but I got no nerves, you know all the time that we have together it was a great time. You are the one that always accept me the way I am. I’m really glad that I got to know you Hoseok. I didn’t regret to know you, when I have a hard time you always give me strength, when I got sad you always cheer me up, when I need someone around you always there.
For not knowing you was the biggest mistake. I love you more than just a best friend. I wish I could have enough time. I want to be with you, but its look like I’m the one that leaving first. Don’t cry okay, you look so ugly when you were crying.
I Park Sungrin, will give all of my wealth to Jung Hoseok the man that I love the most. This is all that I can give you. I didn’t get my chance to give you my love, I’m so sorry. It is hard to say Good Bye but I have too.
The first and the last person that I love, It was you.Jung Hoseok.

P/s : My lawyer will meet you with the real will I have wrote, just show him this letter he will know what to do. Please stay happy when I’m gone and keep smile ok?

Sincerely
Park Sung Rin

My tear won’t stop fall, what with this letter? Are you crazy? You can just leave me like this you have to live. I cried again and again. My heart hurt to read this letter, what kind of confession is this. You said you loved me but now you are leaving me? This is not real this is just a joke. I can’t take it, this is not real. Wake up Hoseok this is just a night mare. I just hold the letter “What she was thinking? Why the hell she writes such things. She must be out of her mind.” No. she will wake up! Just ignore the letter. When she wake up I will rip this in front of her, I don’t care!
“Please God don’t take her away from me” my tear keep falling, I don’t care if people stared at me anymore. It’s been 8 Hours, I have to know something. I don’t know what to do and a few minutes later I saw Dr. Lee came out, I’m so curios but he looks different, he came toward me “I’m sorry to tell you this, we have tried our best”, I fell down. I can’t believe what I have heard just now. I grabbed Dr. Lee cloth and start to cry again “Don’t tell me that she died! Just tell me that you are joking around”. “I’m so Sorry Hoseok” Dr. Lee said to me. I push him and ran to the operation room to see her, they try to stop me, but Dr. Lee said to them “Let him pass”. The moment I walked inside the room, everything went like in the slow motion, I look at that person, it’s that her? The entire equipment still there, as I saw her, she was not breathing anymore, her heart monitor no longer shows her pulse, but it look like she was sleeping in peace right there. I cried again and go near her.
“Where are you going Sungrin-ah? I’m here…Your Hoseok is here… You can’t just leave me like this”, my voice shaken, I hold her hand and kiss it, so cold. “No.. No.. No.. This is not happening, it just a dream!” I scream and start crying over again. Somebody wake me up from this nightmare right now!

*Somewhere in the other world*

I open up my eyes, where is this place? Everything in white… I’m wearing a nice dress again. Am I dead or am i dreaming? For a moment I saw a couple in front of me. I walk toward them, “Excuse me...” I said. When they turned around, I was shocked. “Omma, Appa!” I scream and hug both of them while crying. They just smile at me, then my mom speaks “Hi baby, look at you all grown up”. They smiled at me then my father said “Hmm look like you already have a boyfriend, now you forget about Appa?” I just laugh and cried again. “Why are you crying? He did something to you? Let Appa beat him” he said to me. “Appa I’m crying because I could meet you guys again” I said to him. That’s my dad, he always makes me laugh. My mom say “Yobbo, stop it”. “I miss you so much.” I can’t stop hugging them “You guys came here to take me away am I right?” I ask “I guess my time has come” Suddenly my mom smile “You have to make that decision, only you can change it sweetheart”, “Before that let me show you something” she take me to the garden that have a big tree, underneath it there was the same guy with white cloth that I meet before. I talk to my mom “That guy, I have meet him before”, but this time he was crying. “Did you see that Sungrin? Did you recognize him?” my mom asks me. I try to focus it, and “He was Hoseok?” I gasp. “Mom, he was Hoseok, but why did he cry so hard?” then suddenly my dad said “Aish baboo... You should know why, he is crying for you” he takes my mother hand. “Sweetheart you have to be strong, no matter what happen just don’t give up easily” my mom said to me while kiss my forehead, and then my dad push my forehead “Just go to him when you still have time, you have to hurry, you only got one chance and remember we always love you”. I don’t know what happen but I began to run toward him, when I look back my parent smile and disappeared. Just a little bit more I could reach him… When my hand almost reach him…

*Beep… Beep… Beep…*

Hosoek POV
I heard something; the heart monitor is moving my eyes opened wide. “This is….” I ran out and called for help “She’s alive, somebody please help me”. I saw Dr. Lee run toward me “This is a miracle! Everybody hurry we have a life to save,” I was so happy but suddenly Dr. Lee said something “No... No…The pulse is weak! Hurry or we might lose her again”. “No” I look at her, “Please hang on” I watch her from the wide glasses window and pray for her. “Park Sungrin, Please come back to me! Don’t leave, I need you….” I said to myself.

Notes

Coming up, last chapter of the story. (Forever)