Bestfriend to Lover?

Hoseok POV
I take her inside the car still I can’t say anything I don’t know what to say about what happen back there. Help me God. Suddenly she started a conversation “Can I ask u something Hoseok?” here we go. “Yep” I replied, “Why did u kiss me in the hospital?” what should I answer. I can’t think right now, and then she continued “Well you know that was my first kiss, I never kiss a boy before” she said. I saw her blushing and she covered up her face. I stop at the park hold my breath and I try to talk to her “Well you know...” and then she look at me. I’m so nervous right now. I take her hand. “The truth is…” suddenly somebody knocked on my car window. “It scared me” I shocked, I let her hand go quickly and pretend to be cool, I was thinking “aish what now” I look up at my window and I saw a police, I lowered down my window, the police said “please move out your car sir, u can’t stop here” I nodded to the police and drove away “aish that police” I said, Sungrin look at me, she was about to laugh I know because I’m shocked a bit and when I realize it, I’m pretend to be cool again and said “when we arrived at your place I will tell you” in my mind “Yaa what did you say, and why do you feel so damn nervous?” why u can tell her that u love her.
To say “I love you” it’s not so easy after it was so sudden move by me. She didn’t reply any, she just keep in silence.

Sungrin POV
Aish… That police… He almost tells me the truth. But look at his face when he was shocked by that policeman “pfft don’t laugh Sungrin” hold it, but anyway it makes me more nervous, what was that again he said? In my place? That feeling came again the excited thing. I can’t say anything like my mouth being glued. This kind of awkward moment I want to say something but I can’t. So here we are arrived. Then my heart starts to hurt again slowly. Maybe it is because I’m too nervous and excited. I hold up my pain once again. Hoseok saw me grab my chest he said “Are u ok sungrin?” I replied “I’m ok, I’m good maybe just tired, let’s go” and I walk to the elevator he walks behind me. As we arrived at my apartment I look at my table, I was thinking where is all the food that I cook just now? I ask Hoseok “hey where is the food I make a few hour ago?” he replied “Few hour? You were at the hospital for the whole day” I shock “what?” yeah I forgot to ask him since I awake just now. Whole day u got to be kidding me.
Suddenly it attack again, “Shit! My heart urgh not at time like this” I said to myself, I hold up my pain “Urm.. Hoseok-ah… Can we talk about it tomorrow? About what happen just now because I need to rest today” I ask him. I really want to know his answer but my chest hurt so badly. He looks at me “Are you ok?”. “I’m good, I just need to rest a bit” I smiled at him. “I will stay here tonight” he said, “Ahh Come on, don’t worry look at me all good” with my fake bright smile and I poke his cheek. “Just go home, I promise if something went wrong I will call you right away”. “Are you sure? Promise me you will call me” he glared at me. “Yes Mr Jung Hoseok, you also go home and take a shower you smell like an old man” I lied and try to cheer him up. “Go home and rest ok?” I push him gently. I look at him walk to his home, with his puppy face he look at me while walking backward. I wave at him and make a funny face. He saw it and laugh, he waited for me until I closed my door, I give him one last wave and I say “Good night see you tomorrow”.
*door closed*
I grab my chest, “Darn, it’s hurt so much” I mumble. I take my pills, and go into the shower as I crying out loud. “it’s so hurt, why is this happening to me?” “What if the operation failed I will never meet him again” I crying all night “Ohh God please don’t take me away, I want to be with him”. I hold up my chest I cough so hard, I look at my palm “Blood?!!”

Hoseok POV
Is she going to be ok? She look so pale. *phone ringing* “Hello? Yes Hyung,.. Tomorrow? Ok I will call you back later”. My manager call me tell me that I have some music video to film. Aish,.. Why at the time like this. Ok tomorrow I will stop by her place first.
*In the morning*
Darn I’m late. Why did you forget to set the alarm? I ran to Sungrin place but its look like she already left for work. At time like this she will be at her café. “I will come by after work, or maybe I should stop at her café this evening?” I look at my watch; shit Hyung will kill me if I’m late. I texted her “Sungrin-ah, I will come over you café this evening ok?” then I run as fast as I can.

That evening I go to her café, I met her worker, Joon, “Hi Joon”. He looked at me “Ah hyung”. I’m looking around and said “Where is Sungrin noona?” “She went to see her parent graveyard” he answer. “Owh ok, thanks Joon” I walked out the café, I was thinking myself, “Why she didn’t ask me to accompany her like always?”. “Ok I will call her?” *calling* “The person you’ve call..” aish she didn’t open it or maybe her battery empty. That girl act strange today.

Sungrin POV
I saw Hoseok came to my café, I ran into my office, I called over Joon “Joon-ah if Hoseok ask for me just said I’m not here” “Said what noona?” he ask me, “Aish you never lied before or what? Just tell him anything” he looks at me, “Noona you looked like a zombie”. “Yaa this kid!” I slapped his back. “Noona that hurt, sorry sorry” he rub his back and laugh. Then I heard Hosoek voice, I almost cry, I really want to see him but I don’t want he see me like this. I don’t know why but I really miss him so much. Actually, I went to the hospital this morning Dr. Lee say that I have to be operated as soon as possible because my condition is getting worst, I know, but I’m afraid what if the operation didn’t work out? What if I take surgery right now and I didn’t have a chance to meet Hoseok again? Because according to Dr. Lee, it might be complicated a bit because it not just the attery that have the problem and this operation might be 50/50. I need some strength. “You have to be strong Sungrin, don’t take the negative one, just believe there is always a miracle” Dr. Lee courage me, “Just give me sometimes, I will came by tomorrow I need to say something to Hoseok” I said to Dr. Lee, “I understand but delay it too long it will put you in danger” he warn me. I was space out again.
*door open*
“He leave already?” I ask Joon. “Yep, I tell him you went to your see you parent graveyard” “Hah that my boy” I give him thumbs up. But my chest hurt again, my hand shaken, I drop some file, I’m searching for my medicine and eat it quickly, Joon saw it and yelled “Noona are you ok?!!”.
“He leaves already?” I ask Joon. “Yep, I tell him you went to your see you parent graveyard” “Hah that my boy” I give him thumbs up. But my chest hurt again, my hand shaken, I drop some file, I’m searching for my medicine and eat it quickly, Joon saw it and yelled “Noona are you ok?!!”.
Today I sleep at my café, well there is room here and I’m just tired to walk home, I opened up my phone “128 miss called? 90 text messages? You’ve got to be kidding me”,
*Up coming call from Hoseok* I stared at it, I’m crying right now. I wipe out my tears and answer it “Hello?”, “Owh god! Finally” I heard him mumble “Where are you Sungrin? I’m so freaking out right now, u didn’t reply the message u didn’t answer the call…” he keep nagging, I feel so relief after hearing his voice, I feel like crying again. “Shhh… Hey enough with the nagging things, you sound like ahjumma you know? My battery is dead that why I, but why are you so worried?” I said to him, in my heart “it’s not like we were dating or something”, and then he said “Seriously where are you right now?”. “I’m sorry I went to Busan meeting my client for a new coffee” what the hell am I talking about? I lied to him. “You should tell me at least” he sighs. “Mian… I will come back home tomorrow and I will call you later k? Don’t worry Hosoeok-ah, hey sorry I got to go now”. I hang up. I cried again, urghh it’s so painful, I do miss him, I want to talk to him but I at the same time I don’t want him to be worried, I know lately he have a lot work to do.

Hoseok POV
“Yaaa!! Don’t hang up the….” shit she hang up the phone already. Aish why am I feel so angry?. Aish she didn’t give me a chance, I miss her like crazy here, I’m so damn worried about her and I want to tell her that I’m in love with her. Stayed at Busan meet client? She lied to me. Fine I will call again tomorrow, or should I waited in her house? I don’t know why but deep in my heart I think I must see her no matter what. There is something wrong happening right now, she never lied to me before, and I’m not feeling so good right now.
Darn, my manager called me just now he said that we will film it at Jeju Island for three days. “Why I have work in time like this?” I talked to myself and I texted her “Hey I have to go to Jeju, I really want to meet you can we meet after 3 days?” Please wait for me Sungrin I will meet you soon.

Sungrin POV
I got Hoseok text, he telling me that he will be back in 3 days, what? You are super genius Sungrin, you just let all the opportunity fly out just like that, you should tell him when he came to the café. “But 3 days not the long time eh?” I can hold it up, just 3 days.
*But I was WRONG*
I was at home, it’s been 2 days I didn’t meet Hoseok, I wish I could wait for him but I can’t wait any longer because I have to go right now, *phone ringing* Dr Lee call me, “Hello Ajusshi” I said to him, “This is the time, don’t say that you want to delay it again you have to come here young lady or I will drag you” wow he sound so like my father, “I’m on my way right now” I reply. I know I can’t hold it any longer, Ok Sungrin you have to go right now. I take my bag. My hand is shaking, I’m afraid if this operation not success “I’m ready I guess” I talked to myself. As I open my door, I saw Hoseok standing there right in front of me, he said “Surprise!”. I was about to hug him when I see him I’m so damn happy right now my heart beat so fast, but I can feel the pain again. I just smile and said “Hosoek-ah”. He look at me “Did you miss me?”, “But you said that you will come back in 3 days” I said to him. “Well we just finish it early I guess? Where are you going? What with that bag?”, I look at my beg “Owh nothing I just pack some old stuff you know”. I try to hold my pain “God please not now, please give me sometime”.
Suddenly he takes my hand and pulled me inside my house, suddenly he changes. “There is something I want to tell you after you got back from the hospital but didn’t get my chance” he started to hug me and whispered “I am so in love with you Sungrin”. I was so speechless. Did he said that he love me? And then my heart starts to beat so fast again. “I miss you like crazy you know. After a few days that I can’t meet you I feel like a thousand year”. In my mind “Ahh stop it, I think my heart going to explode” I feel so warm when he hug me, I can hear his heart beat also became fast. I just stand there in his arm. Wow I am so speechless right now.

Hoseok POV
Where did I get all of this strength? Daebak! You are the man Hoseok I said to myself. Seeing her face makes me want to kiss her. I’m so in love with this girl. As I look at her, she doesn’t say anything I feel like she just freezes there. But slowly she hug me back and said “You know what Hoseok, for all this time I thought I just like you as my friend but now it is different, I think I’m not just like you, I love you too”.
She said what? I couldn’t stop hugging her. I try to kiss her, I closed my eyes and try to kiss her but suddenly she pushed me and said “I’m sorry, I’m so nervous it’s my first time kissing a guy” and she turn away her face to other side. I make my move; I hug her from her back and whispered “No… This is your second time” I turn her and I look at her eyes, I touch her face and I kissed her lips. She just closed her eyes, and slowly I kiss her passionately. She just let me do it, our finger start to connect to each other as we holding hand and kiss. I opened up my eyes and look at her but this time I didn’t scream like before. She just smiled and starts to hug me. But she looks so weird today. Is she ok? I was wondering.
“Thanks Hoseok” suddenly she said to me. I held her hand and kiss it “What for?” I ask her. “For telling me that you love me” she answered it while her tear fall down. “Why are you crying?” it so damn weird she give me a look like she have to go far place from here. “I’m just happy because I got this chance to see you for the last time” she touches my face and gives me a long kiss, and then I saw she closed her eyes and then she fall.

Notes

" Wherever you are - know I really love you. Wherever you've been --know I've been there too. Whatever you're doing when you need a friend call me, I'll be there just to listen to you." (some Love Quotes)