Your POV I’ve been in love with a friend of mine since I can remember and I also have a bad sleeping habit.
I sometimes call him in my sleep when I want to tell him something.
Luckily I haven’t called him and told him that I’m in love with him.
I sigh when i turn on the radio station that my friend Do Kyungsoo, or just DO, is supposed to DJ with his friend, Suho, today.
I’m listening to them and my heart stops when I hear Kyungsoo speak of a secret crush that he never told me about.
I hold my breathe and quickly shut the radio off and try to calm myself down.
I sigh as i sit there looking around my apartment that Kyungsoo had helped me design.
I run my fingers over a scars that layer my hands, wrists, and up to my elbows from trying to teach myself learn to cook.
Truth be told since DO ran to the hospital to see me after the first and final accident that resorted to over half of the scars he has looked at me in a different way.
I remember telling him I wanted to do something for him before he would meet his bandmates and have less time to be with me.
Since then he avoids spending too much time with me. sadly I only see him twice a year for the last 4 years of our friendship.
I look down at my phone as I play with it.
“Alright ___ all you have to do is call Kyungsoo’s number and tell him how you feel.”
I dial the first number I see to see that it’s Baekhyun’s .
I almost hang up when he answers saying my name and I hear the guys shout my name.
“Hey, Baekhyun-ah how are you today?”
I hear him shut a door and whisper, “So i guess you heard him huh?”
I nod my head trying to hold back my tears, but it’s too late they are already coming.
“Yeah, I did. do you know who he likes?”
I hear him shuffle which tells me he’s thinking if he should lie or not, “No, I don’t know who he likes.”
“You’re lying aren’t you,” I don’t even question him.
“No,” his voice squeaks a bit.
I just nod my head knowing he won’t tell me, “Fine, but to tell you I know you're lying.”
He sighs then hangs up on me and I sigh deciding that I’ll cook myself something to eat then go to bed for the night.
As i’m cooking I hear my phone start playing DO’s ringtone who had promised that he’d try to set up time so we can hang out.
I sigh as I leave the kitchen to my room to answer the phone only to hang up right away, turn my phone off, and toss my phone right on my bed.
I walk back to my kitchen and slowly finish cooking. As I finish my wonderfully plain meal of rice and chicken I brush my teeth and wash my face. I walk to my room and slip into a pair of pajamas ignoring the feeling in my stomach that I need to take my phone apart and hide all the pieces around my apartment.
“Alright, I will not call Kyungsoo until he tells me who he likes.”
I hear my phone ringing and I answer it, “Yoboseyo.”
Right away I hear Kyungsoo sigh in relief as he whispers my name, “I thought you hated me.”
“Why did you think that?”
“You were hung up on me then turned your phone off. Baek told me you called earlier today.”
“What he tell you?”
“You were harassing him for who i had a crush on. Why did you do that?”
“It’s because we’ve been friends since I can remember and you never told me when you liked anyone. When I have loved you since we became friends.”
“What?”
I gain more courage to yell through the phone, “I said I love you DO Kyung Soo.”
I hear him gasp, “say it again.”
“Why?”
“Please just say it again,” he whines to me.
“I said that I love you. I said that I have loved you since we became friends back in high school. You must be disgusted with me now.”
I hear him gasp then laugh like a freaking idiot that he can be, “Why would I be disgusted with you when I love you as well?”
“What about the girl you like?”
“That girl that I have a crush on that I said hi to today is you. I said hi to you and I confessed to you without you knowing it.”
I giggle as he asks me, “So will you be my girlfriend, ___?”
“What?”
he laughs, “I asked if you would be my girlfriend.”
“Yes, of course I’ll be your girlfriend,” I look at my phone and whisper, “this feels so nice even though it’s a dream.”
“Why do you think this is a dream? You know your own sleeping habit. You know what I’ll stop by your apartment when you wake up to prove this wasn’t just a dream.”
“Fine, but remember that I have to work at the radio in the morning?
I wake up to someone knocking at my apartment door.
I shout at them, “It’s too early go away!”
I hear DO shout through my door, “How do you know? come on open up I have donuts and coffee.”
“Coffee and Donuts I love you Kyungsoo.”
I open the door and I’m wrapped in my best friends arms.
I blush remembering my dream, “What’s with this hug?’
“What I can’t hug the girl I’m dating when I come to see her?”
“Wait girlfriend?” I blush as I look down, “Did I call you last night?”
“No, I called you after you seemed to finally turn your phone back on. I just didn't’ know you’d still be asleep when we were talking, but I was prepared.”
He pulls out his phone and starts the recording which starts with him dialing my number and the guys telling him that he’s doing the right thing. That it’s a good thing he’s finally going to confess. I chuckle as I hear my voice answer the phone and the guys all shut up.
“Alright I get it. I wasn’t dreaming.”
I look down noticing his shirt is buttoned wrong and I start laughing, “Kyungsoo you buttoned your shirt wrong. Since when did you start doing that? You now that’s my job.”
He looks down and blushes, “How did I do this?”
I laugh, “Were you in a hurry to get here?”
He nods his head looking anywhere but me.
“Still I bought coffee and donuts with my shirt like this.”
I laugh at him kissing his nose and he seems to shut up, “It’s alright sweetie.”
I pull him inside into my apartment.
“I find this cute,” i tell him as I unbutton his shirt and correctly button it.
He blushes as bit as he sets down the coffee and box of donuts.
I open the thing of donuts and take out a nice jelly filled. I look through them to see they are either cream or jelly filled.
“Yay, you got my favorites,” I gush as i bite into a donut.
“I look down as Baek Hyun's ringtone goes off.
Kyungsoo knows every member’s ringtone wso he doesn’t look too happy as we stand at the island drinking the coffee.
“Yoboseyo,” I answer.
Before Baek can say anything Kyungsoo takes my phone, “What do you need with my girlfriend?”
He doesn’t to even bat an eyelash as he talked with Baek.
“What he want?”
“To bother me since he had a feeling that I’d take the phone.”
I laugh as I lean over to kiss his cheek leaving a smear of jelly on his cheek. I wet a napkin and wipe off the jelly.
I look at the time and curse, “Sorry, I need to get dressed for work.”
i rush into my room and throw on some clothing and when I get out of my room I notice Kyungsoo chuckle.
“What?”
“Isn’t that my shirt?”
I look down to see the dress shirt is his and shrug, “Well it’ll show others that I have someone who I call my own and he calls me his.”
He smiles as he gives me a kiss, “I’m going to pass the radio do you want to be dropped off.”
I shake my head, “No, I want to walk today.”
I smile as I lean over and give him a kiss on the lips, “I’ll see you later.”
He nods his head, “I love you.”
I race past him and shout from a far, “Ya, Kyungsoo I love you more.”
I laugh as I race down the stairs.